why my skinny short cell sub 3 life sucks

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hello my name is chris i am a 5’9 120 lbs ltn i am slowly ascending and trying to improve myself. Lately its been really hard to stop being a skinny cell and start weight maxing its made me really depressed and im wondering if i should just rope. If i continue to try and weight max i’ll become a 5’9 360 lbs sub 3 chud and i will for sure rope. either scenario is terrible and im wondering if i should just rope already. Thoughts?

 

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Horrible reason to rope

 

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