Why not me

[it's_over09]

I rot everyday in my room watching bp edits for 6 hours a day the only productive thing I do is walking alone or gymcelling while chads who are genteically blessed can go outside and feel good abt themselves. Everyday it‘s the same, I play the waiting game like a retard wanting to finally loose my babyfat because I look like a fucking bloated ass nigga eventhough I‘m sitting at 12% bf. Can‘t look in the mirror because my barber cut my beatifull long hair to a fucking abomination of earth. To worsen it I’m a manlet. It was never more over.