AryanTrvecel
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I was born years ago, yet I still think a lot about my birthday. I think about how I was created, I think about how I was born. I think about how I was conceived. Yet, why couldn’t I be born as a better person. My mind is alright, I have 120 IQ I believe, and I am somewhat sociable in real life. But, why did my physical body have to be something which drags me down. Why couldn’t I receive an excellent body, why couldn’t I be the most loved person in my town.
I don’t understand why I had to be born like this, as someone who physically could never find love, and combined with my mental state I will likely never have anyone. I think about what my life would be like if I were 6’5 or an HTN or even Chadlite sometimes, and of course Chad. I don’t know why I turned out like this, I didn’t have a say in anything, absolutely no will in becoming who I am today. I did not choose to be like this, I did not choose my face or my height, or my frame. I ended up like this against my will, because I know I would never choose this. However, why did I receive this, I do not deserve this, I did nothing to deserve this. I deserve greatness, love, power, happiness, and to not feel so lonely all the time. I am a good hearted individual, who was changed by the cruel world, and of course by genetics, which determined how I would be today. I would never have chosen the life I live today, why couldn’t I have a choice, why couldn’t I be a better person.
I just want to feel better, and so I must ask.
Why not me?
I don’t understand why I had to be born like this, as someone who physically could never find love, and combined with my mental state I will likely never have anyone. I think about what my life would be like if I were 6’5 or an HTN or even Chadlite sometimes, and of course Chad. I don’t know why I turned out like this, I didn’t have a say in anything, absolutely no will in becoming who I am today. I did not choose to be like this, I did not choose my face or my height, or my frame. I ended up like this against my will, because I know I would never choose this. However, why did I receive this, I do not deserve this, I did nothing to deserve this. I deserve greatness, love, power, happiness, and to not feel so lonely all the time. I am a good hearted individual, who was changed by the cruel world, and of course by genetics, which determined how I would be today. I would never have chosen the life I live today, why couldn’t I have a choice, why couldn’t I be a better person.
I just want to feel better, and so I must ask.
Why not me?
