dawgathon
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In this thread I’m gonna provide a personal anecdote of how I fumbled a legit a stacylite and how it proves being NT is giga important.
So my schools homecoming dance was 2 weeks ago and leading up to it I had no plan to ask anyone or even go, however this stacylite started randomly showing a lot of Interest in me and about 3 weeks before the dance and I ended up going to her house with a sign and flowers and asking her. (If you want pics of her send me a pm) She says yes and invites me in and we talk for about 30 mins and she says her pregnant are not home and we can watch a movie. At this point I’ve already fucked up in 3 ways. 1. She asked me to take off my shoes which had lifts in them. 2. I was sober and it was my first time hanging out with a foid 1 on 1. 3. I took 120mg lasix and my mouth was desert tier dry and I know she could tell cause she kept offering me water.
Anyway we start the movie and we’re sitting next to each other but I am so aspie that I don’t make a move or do anything and the whole time I’m fucking licking the inside of my mouth to moisturize it (brutal). So we finish the movie and as I’m leaving she gives me a hug. On my way home she texts me saying my sign was sweet and she had a good time hanging out. Ok fast forward and it’s homecoming day and we are going to a pre party where there will be a bus to the dance and a bus back to the after party but even with transportation being provided she still asks me to drive her. I say yes of course and pick her up but i can’t keep a conversation going for the life of me and it’s awkward on the way there. I didn’t see her much during the dance but we meet up after and we drive to the after party together but since everyone else is in the bus we get their 15 mins before everyone. So we are alone together in the car for 15 mins and I’m still sober cause I needed to drive so we just sit there and wait and I again don’t make a move. Ok here’s where it starts to get bad. Since I plan on driving her home im the only there who is sober and I kinda awkwardly stand in the corner w some other guys. Then I see her talking to this other dude for like 45 mins and they leave together and hook up. After that I decide to go home withought her but she left her shoes in my car. I fucking drive all the way to her house and drop her shoes off and then drive back home. When I get home I see a text from her saying “im so so sorry about tonight, you were a really good date.” I say “its alright sorry for being weird and quiet tonight I found out my grandma died earlier today so I wasn’t in a good headspace.” My grandma is still alive. The next day I have the brilliant idea to text her and ask to try this again and go get food and watch a movie. She fucking says yes. So the day if she says she can’t get dinner but we still watch a movie. Ok so this is my 3rd opportunity I know what I need to do. I haven’t ate anything all day I pop 80mg lasix and have 3 4lokos. Bad idea. I get there kind of stumbling but I’m way more social and make her laugh a lot. We throw on a movie and I have to get up twice to fucking puke in her guest bedroom toilet, although it’s just water since I didn’t eat all day. She asks if I’m okay I say yes and she moves closer to me on the couch. At this point my fucking mouth starts going dry again and since she’s so close to me she can hear it when I swallow. I’m about to put my arm around her and make a move but then she says she has to get up because of her ear or something. Turns out she has a fucking ruptured eardrum and is in a fuck ton of pain and basically says it hurts so bad and she needs to go to sleep but she wants to finish the movie sometime. So we hug and I leave and I almost fall down putting on my fucking shoes in front of her. On my way home I text her saying I’m sorry about her ear and I hope we can hangout again. She says “yeah I’m sorry it just really hurts.” Then I respond with how did that happen and I also told her I forgot my hoodie at her house and asked if she could bring it school. No response for a day. I saw her today in class and her eardrum is actually ruptured she wasn’t lying but she just randomly ghosted me. Anyway I think it has to be because she found out about the fucking throw up even tho I thought I got rid of the evidence. We hung out Saturday she left me on delivered all of Sunday and now it’s Monday and idk what to do except LDAR
So my schools homecoming dance was 2 weeks ago and leading up to it I had no plan to ask anyone or even go, however this stacylite started randomly showing a lot of Interest in me and about 3 weeks before the dance and I ended up going to her house with a sign and flowers and asking her. (If you want pics of her send me a pm) She says yes and invites me in and we talk for about 30 mins and she says her pregnant are not home and we can watch a movie. At this point I’ve already fucked up in 3 ways. 1. She asked me to take off my shoes which had lifts in them. 2. I was sober and it was my first time hanging out with a foid 1 on 1. 3. I took 120mg lasix and my mouth was desert tier dry and I know she could tell cause she kept offering me water.
Anyway we start the movie and we’re sitting next to each other but I am so aspie that I don’t make a move or do anything and the whole time I’m fucking licking the inside of my mouth to moisturize it (brutal). So we finish the movie and as I’m leaving she gives me a hug. On my way home she texts me saying my sign was sweet and she had a good time hanging out. Ok fast forward and it’s homecoming day and we are going to a pre party where there will be a bus to the dance and a bus back to the after party but even with transportation being provided she still asks me to drive her. I say yes of course and pick her up but i can’t keep a conversation going for the life of me and it’s awkward on the way there. I didn’t see her much during the dance but we meet up after and we drive to the after party together but since everyone else is in the bus we get their 15 mins before everyone. So we are alone together in the car for 15 mins and I’m still sober cause I needed to drive so we just sit there and wait and I again don’t make a move. Ok here’s where it starts to get bad. Since I plan on driving her home im the only there who is sober and I kinda awkwardly stand in the corner w some other guys. Then I see her talking to this other dude for like 45 mins and they leave together and hook up. After that I decide to go home withought her but she left her shoes in my car. I fucking drive all the way to her house and drop her shoes off and then drive back home. When I get home I see a text from her saying “im so so sorry about tonight, you were a really good date.” I say “its alright sorry for being weird and quiet tonight I found out my grandma died earlier today so I wasn’t in a good headspace.” My grandma is still alive. The next day I have the brilliant idea to text her and ask to try this again and go get food and watch a movie. She fucking says yes. So the day if she says she can’t get dinner but we still watch a movie. Ok so this is my 3rd opportunity I know what I need to do. I haven’t ate anything all day I pop 80mg lasix and have 3 4lokos. Bad idea. I get there kind of stumbling but I’m way more social and make her laugh a lot. We throw on a movie and I have to get up twice to fucking puke in her guest bedroom toilet, although it’s just water since I didn’t eat all day. She asks if I’m okay I say yes and she moves closer to me on the couch. At this point my fucking mouth starts going dry again and since she’s so close to me she can hear it when I swallow. I’m about to put my arm around her and make a move but then she says she has to get up because of her ear or something. Turns out she has a fucking ruptured eardrum and is in a fuck ton of pain and basically says it hurts so bad and she needs to go to sleep but she wants to finish the movie sometime. So we hug and I leave and I almost fall down putting on my fucking shoes in front of her. On my way home I text her saying I’m sorry about her ear and I hope we can hangout again. She says “yeah I’m sorry it just really hurts.” Then I respond with how did that happen and I also told her I forgot my hoodie at her house and asked if she could bring it school. No response for a day. I saw her today in class and her eardrum is actually ruptured she wasn’t lying but she just randomly ghosted me. Anyway I think it has to be because she found out about the fucking throw up even tho I thought I got rid of the evidence. We hung out Saturday she left me on delivered all of Sunday and now it’s Monday and idk what to do except LDAR