Why was I such an abused dog during my freshman and most of my sophomore year

[soapbubble]

I was literally was one of the most shy and awkward kids in my grade for 80% of my school year, FUCKKKKK I FEEL HUMILIATED THINKING ABOUT IT. I NEED TO DO AS MUCH AS I CAN LOOKS WISE OVER THE SUMMER AND GENUINELY ACT CONFIDENT ONCE SCHOOL STARTS UP AGAIN, IT'S ALREADY OVER FOR MY SOPHOMORE YEAR.

 

[ihatefoids88]

no clue

 

[soapbubble]

no clue

IT WAS RHETORICAL

 

[ihatefoids88]

IT WAS RHETORICAL

i just told you i dont know!

 

[duhz]

JFL, its never that deep

 

[soapbubble]

JFL, its never that deep

not trying to sound like an edgy emo faggot but when you're living almost two full school years as an insecure loser with no ego whatsoever it is

 

[duhz]

not trying to sound like an edgy emo faggot but when you're living almost two full school years as an insecure loser with no ego whatsoever it is

i mean nigga your still a little nigga you got 2 more years ahead of ya take looksmaxxing one step at a time

 

[lemureater]

I was literally was one of the most shy and awkward kids in my grade for 80% of my school year, FUCKKKKK I FEEL HUMILIATED THINKING ABOUT IT. I NEED TO DO AS MUCH AS I CAN LOOKS WISE OVER THE SUMMER AND GENUINELY ACT CONFIDENT ONCE SCHOOL STARTS UP AGAIN, IT'S ALREADY OVER FOR MY SOPHOMORE YEAR.

Ur not gonna change much personality wise when u see the same people, I had the same problem. I just moved schools (not bcs of being shy) and now my life is chill

 

[soapbubble]

i mean nigga your still a little nigga

JFL

you got 2 more years ahead of ya take looksmaxxing one step at a time

that's half my teenage years gone ngl my next school year is in 4 months so i have to change myself as much as possible before then before i can fully feel different and refreshed

 

[duhz]

JFL

that's half my teenage years gone ngl my next school year is in 4 months so i have to change myself as much as possible before then before i can fully feel different and refreshed

i mean im not even blaming you im doing the same for myself gotta ascend before moving out to university

 

[soapbubble]

Ur not gonna change much personality wise when u see the same people, I had the same problem. I just moved schools (not bcs of being shy) and now my life is chill

i can't move schools is the thing

the way some of the other kids see me at school is already fucked, not even because of my looks (there are many uglier kids) but because of my abused dog syndrome and horrible sky-high inhib which developed in early elementary school

my only hope is that i'll have many new people in my classes next year, and I've basically only had significant memorable interactions (good or bad) with less than 10 people, so it shouldn't be too horrible although my reputation is pretty shit

edit to add

i undeniably embarrassed myself in front of several girls with my horrible inhib and nonexistent social skills and control, which is the entire reason i'm so sulky about my school years