Why would my parents have me

[griffithmaxer]

My parents are so retarded for being ugly and decided to have me, an ugly child. I have to spend the first 18-19 years of my life as an ugly man because two people decided to have fun. This waiting for surgery is so unbearable, * have a headache because I could only think about a better, handsomer version of myself. The most annoying part is that I like someone but I know they would never like me back because of the way I look, a face I never asked for. And it’s always the same, I like someone for a few years in my school but I’m too ugly and insecure to do shit. I feel so trapped in this short, ethnic and sub5 body how do I cope