Splinter901
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I got my first (and only ever) time kissing and having sex with someone at around 23.6 years old and tbh by then I was so over all that ''first kiss and losing your virginity'' thing that it didn't excite me that much, when I was 15-16-17-18 the idea of having my first kiss and having sex made me feel anxious in a good way, there was this thing to look forward to that could/should happen in the near future that would shake my world and would make me feel the most alive in my entire life, but some years passed and I got to 22 as a khv and by the time it actually did happen (by random chance otherwise I'd still be a khv) I was already a jaded old man that had missed out on everything and did no longer give a shit about having his first kiss or losing his virginity as it was already late and the time windows for those magic feelings of doing something for the first time had already passed, if I had lost my virginity / had had my first kiss just 2 years earlier it would have been a much better magical experience as I wouldn't have been a jaded depressed individual, those feelings of anticipation only lasted until 21 and it makes sense as 21 is the last year of your life where you are actually young (by 22 over 1/4 of your life has passed you by, (more like over 1/3 as you aren't supposed to be alive past your 50's)).
tl;dr
It's over, go ER.
tl;dr
It's over, go ER.
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