bddcoper
how about what could go right?
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did some thinking since i was finally able to get a girl who seems to like me about how life would be like if i actually were to do an LTR. literally would fucking suck. this looksmaxxing shit was never about getting girls or finding love it's about not hating what you see in the mirror. let's say i do an LTR, how tf am i supposed to pin my face with stuff and spend the weekend recovering if i am always worried if she wants to see me, how am i supposed to run GH or roids or oral minox or whatever tf else causes bloating without worrying about being seen like that. or maybe she wants to go to the gym together and waste god knows how long instead of just working out. or maybe you are worried that she comes over and finds your minifridge filled with peptides and vials of botox and aqualyx or fucking opens your drawer by accident and sees a fuck ton of drugs and needles and vials to draw my own blood. or maybe its the 30+ supplement bottles i keep in my room. literally all my drawers except one are filled with this shit so if she opens any of them im fucked cuz idk how to explain it and there's too much shit to hide.
it seems like the biggest fucking pain in the ass because how is one supposed to improve themselves when they are with a bitch that could ask you to do shit whenever and if you say no too many times then that's also an issue. ive already had to delay my monthly DIY PRF injections by a few days, delay aqualyx and microneedling, and skip some GH/peptide doses, and this is only the very first week
seems better to be single if your goal is looksmaxxing as you don't have to worry about any of this shit or worry about her saying some shit and getting you in trouble in the long run. i guess i fucking realized that if you looksmax for girls you are wasting your time, but also not being in a relationship means you have no fulfillment in life because you will just be a lonely little bitch contemplating killing yourself every other day. this is nothing but an obsession at this point, and anything that gets in the way of that obsession has to go sooner or later
it seems like the biggest fucking pain in the ass because how is one supposed to improve themselves when they are with a bitch that could ask you to do shit whenever and if you say no too many times then that's also an issue. ive already had to delay my monthly DIY PRF injections by a few days, delay aqualyx and microneedling, and skip some GH/peptide doses, and this is only the very first week
seems better to be single if your goal is looksmaxxing as you don't have to worry about any of this shit or worry about her saying some shit and getting you in trouble in the long run. i guess i fucking realized that if you looksmax for girls you are wasting your time, but also not being in a relationship means you have no fulfillment in life because you will just be a lonely little bitch contemplating killing yourself every other day. this is nothing but an obsession at this point, and anything that gets in the way of that obsession has to go sooner or later
