Will continuing on black pill lessen the hate for myself

[jdoggyincel]

I have been bp for about 4 years but only started to change myself 6 months ago I started off 4 years ago with searching up a lot of things about how to look better be more attractive be cool be funny I would study my classmates to see how they act and realised wait they’re all fucking duschbags but I ended up stumbling upon a Reddit post titled “why does my looks determined everything” then I found looksmaxxing.org but I did have a “ascension” which was just me loosing most of my fat over summer that year then the next I stayed the same becuase I had been blue pilled by a fucktard girl then I slightly ascended now I did not stay natural about 6 months ago but I have noticed girls like me more I’ve been approached but I need to know will things get better I don’t know about my potential and I’m I will meed surgery in the future but I can get my hands on peptides hgh test before and I can now but if people who have ascended or know somone who has does things get better will you notice that your not treated like dogshit by every concealable person and will finally be socially accepted by their pears after ascending I havnt really had any freinds before and have gained 2 after my slight ascension but if things don’t get better or I find out they won’t I’m just gonna end things now thanks