will my father forgive me for not getting him out, he spent so much on me

[failedathlete]

my father is retirement age, real nice guy, I blew a lot of his money on women drugs and clothes, I dont regret it, had more fun than all his bloodline, I don't think I will be rich in Time to take care of his health should it fail. my brain is already mush anyways from all that partying , will he forgive me for not being his golden ticket? paid so much fed me a lot thinking ill be an athlete meanwhile I turned out just a giant size degenerate

 

[Panzram]

my father is retirement age, real nice guy, I blew a lot of his money on women drugs and clothes, I dont regret it, had more fun than all his bloodline, I don't think I will be rich in Time to take care of his health should it fail. my brain is already mush anyways from all that partying , will he forgive me for not being his golden ticket? paid so much fed me a lot thinking ill be an athlete meanwhile I turned out just a giant size degenerate

Why do you care now?

 

[failedathlete]

Why do you care now?

good answer really made me pause and contemplate it.


after all that, only thing there is to care about now really, all stuff people glamorise here gets old after 27 if you experience enough of it. I wish young greys knew the importance of family

 

[alurmo]

ur problem lol

 

[failedathlete]

ur problem lol

technically his too

 

[Panzram]

good answer really made me pause and contemplate it.


after all that, only thing there is to care about now really, all stuff people glamorise here gets old after 27 if you experience enough of it. I wish young greys knew the importance of family

You lifemog most of us here (spending all that money and partying) and being even a failed athlete means you have the build of an athlete so you lived some kind of a life most here can only dream of. Now you deem it all not worth it anymore so just start a new phase in your life and focus on family.