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and friends too
 
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I wish to be stabbed 20 times rn
 
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Emma Myers tit slip clip 4k
 
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I think gooning should be classified as a hobby
 
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I rot on FL studio to feel productive and delude myself into thinking I'll make it out the hood one day and have a successful music career
 
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Hobbies aren’t even real. Like what hobbies exist… stamp collecting??
 
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Same but I don't have time for hobbies and friends either
online friends aren’t real friends regardless of the struggles we experience here. i used to think this way too back then, during my teenage years, that i could just cope with online friends, convince myself it was enough. senior year happens, graduation rolls by, no friends, no memories, nothing to look back on, just empty milestones. the only “hobby” i had was rotting online, to distract from the fact that my subhuman trash base prevents me from having friends, real friends. i’m jealous of people who actually have friends, people they can just talk to whenever, reach out to, make plans with, go outside with. some of us, unfortunately, will never have that
 
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online friends aren’t real friends regardless of the struggles we experience here. i used to think this way too back then, during my teenage years, that i could just cope with online friends, convince myself it was enough. senior year happens, graduation rolls by, no friends, no memories, nothing to look back on, just empty milestones. the only “hobby” i had was rotting online, to distract from the fact that my subhuman trash base prevents me from having friends, real friends. i’m jealous of people who actually have friends, people they can just talk to whenever, reach out to, make plans with, go outside with. some of us, unfortunately, will never have that
Why not ? It’s not your looks. Are you non NT?
 
Why not ? It’s not your looks. Are you non NT?
i don’t think you understand what it’s like to have a base like mine if you really think looks aren’t the problem. my height, ethnicity, estrogenic voice, face, not like i had a chance to begin with. most friend groups consist of people around similar looks level, exceptions are not the norm
 
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i don’t think you understand what it’s like to have a base like mine if you really think looks aren’t the problem. my height, ethnicity, estrogenic voice, face, not like i had a chance to begin with. most friend groups consist of people around similar looks level, exceptions are not the norm
Are you actually 160cms ?

In the UK, friend groups are actually very mixed in terms of looks level. Might be different in the US though.
 
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i wish i was special
 
Damn, I’m sorry. I thought you were one of these whites larping as a curry. There’s a few of them here.

Do you plan to do any looksmaxxing ?

How was your childhood ?
my childhood wasn’t really great. was given an arabic name like many of my ancestors since birth so there’s that. born to an muslim family. poorer you are, the more likely you are to cope with religion hence that’s what my family did. and then again there’s the thing with going to that islamic arabic school. missed out on a lot of social milestones during my elementary school years, didn’t get a lot of social cues growing up, not like i had what would be considered a normal family. would just get beat a lot, shunned, no one there to be my guidance at the slightest. just no one to teach me how to be ‘normal’ or simple things such as when to just stop talking when it comes to conversing with people my age. always hated group work or any group activities, chosen the last or groups would fight over why they shouldn’t take me. just knew subconsciously behind that deep down, that little boy knew it was because he was curry and ugly. just brutal memories, also wasn’t the greatest academically, my sisters outshined me, they’re the complete opposite of me. never had any friends in elementary school, coped with games in middle school, not like i had the means to a normal social life. early puberty comes by in middle school, out of the norm from others. i reached my adult height, 160cm at a very young age. i was never really taught how to shave too during those times too, always had facial hair just sticking out, weird gross side burns growing unevenly like many curries. hated the facial hair i had but no one taught me anything about it on how to properly remove it. forced to be around other out of norm coping curry muslims instead of actually getting the attempt to be around normal people. being surrounded by other genetic trash who aren’t by the means ‘normal’ does that to you. not like i had anyone close to me that was normal aside from my thug cousins from the bronx, not like i was close to me. there’s that then, no friends throughout my middle school years even when i tried making attempts, would get ignored or looked over because of my genetic trash base. i was offered vape one during that time, yeah druggies back in middle school, i wish i took the vape, then maybe things would’ve been a little different. that’s middle school for you, rejected, socially isolated, cause of my base, just didn’t meet the base threshold for a ‘normal’ social life attempts of trying to get closer to people were denied once again. about the same in highschool, came in with high hopes at the start of freshman year that things would be different but then again, no, school was also very small, poor low income school, not a ‘proper highschool.’ tried my attempts to befriend again, didn’t work, curry, extremely short height, trash voice, no friends, no one talk to, just another repeat of middle school where i once again coped. graduation comes by, no memories to look by on. college rolls by and you already know how it is, awful, already said my experience on it with dropping out. overall my childhood, majority of my life was just bad in general. never had a chance for a normal life, im poor too. these days i just keep my distance away in general, cope with weed, i wish i hopped on it earlier, amplifies the numbness i feel but at least its something ‘different.’ that’s about it of my childhood, i mean just majority of my major life experiences that i could remember at least of right now. no real ‘adolescence years,’ memories to look back on, or what it felt like being a child, a teenager, none of it all. just went through motions of it.


as for the ‘looksmaxxing,’ im gonna go to sleep permanently when i get a gun
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someone like me should’ve never been born. should’ve been killed off the moment i was born. i don’t wish this kind of life to anyone else. not even the people who wronged me. cause at least they still got to live, they still have memories, they still have people. i wouldn’t wish this ‘loneliness,’ this kind of way of ‘living,’ on anyone. you lose years, entire chunks of your life just blur out, just because nothing happened. nothing was ever there to begin with. you grow up watching everyone else live a life you were never allowed to have. no connections, no warmth, no milestones. just time passing while you feel numb, no real emotions, no experiences, no friends, nothing at all
 
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Just dont be 160cm
 
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