women ruined my perspective on friendships

[swt]

women ruined my perspective on the idea of people wanting friendships, desiring company and so on, now i see it as a pathetic thing, that’s why i deny friendships myself

realistically i acknowledge that it’s normal and there’s nothing wrong with it, but i can’t help but think it’s pathetic when i see someone stating they want friends or they made friends i just see it as such a vulnerable pathetic thing

and this was triggered by one of my exes a couple years ago how she would tell me she made a friend, and it’d turn out to be a guy. i never even got jealous i just got disgusted and started thinking of her as an inferior being for wanting friendship and company, it’s gotten so bad that even when she made a female friend i’d still think of her as pathetic, and her value to me kept going lower and lower

 

[swt]

idk if y’all are gonna understand this but regardless

little things in life started drastically changing my perception of things and i hate it

 

[Vermilioncore]

Dnrd everything women do matters more than men

 

[e.skimo]

women ruined my perspective on the idea of people wanting friendships, desiring company and so on, now i see it as a pathetic thing, that’s why i deny friendships myself

realistically i acknowledge that it’s normal and there’s nothing wrong with it, but i can’t help but think it’s pathetic when i see someone stating they want friends or they made friends i just see it as such a vulnerable pathetic thing

and this was triggered by one of my exes a couple years ago how she would tell me she made a friend, and it’d turn out to be a guy. i never even got jealous i just got disgusted and started thinking of her as an inferior being for wanting friendship and company, it’s gotten so bad that even when she made a female friend i’d still think of her as pathetic, and her value to me kept going lower and lower

dnr but mirin avi