Working on overcoming a rape trauma and started masturbating again. Had the best orgasm of my life last night. Feel like I’m starting to make progress

[NatureRapist]

I’ve had a lot of failed attempts since it happened. But last night I made a concerted effort to enjoy myself and my body and completely forgot about it for a little while. Bonus, my legs are so sore I can barely walk! Never knew that’s what it’s supposed to feel like. It’s been a long road and this feels like a big step and just wanted to share with someone other than my therapist.

Edit: Thank you everyone for the replies and support. Didn’t think I’d get so much attention to this post but it’s been so encouraging. For all those like me out there just keep going, baby steps if needed and don’t forget to masturbate.

 

[gigacumster3000]

lol basic beta, of course your legs are sore after a single wank session. just keep grinding and eventually you'll be able to cum on command without thinking about the rape. focus on standard techniques like jelqing and kegel exercises. start incorporating light cardio into your routine as well.

 

[shikimorilover69]

I think u shouuld find some other forum to talk about these things because the user base here is not that supportive or caring, ideally oul should see a therapist or psychiatrist, but i totally understand if u wanna retain anonymity, There are other better and more appropriate and supportive forums out there. Good luck with ur recovery btw.

Also at least you look better than 90% of people here.

 

[SoundnVision]

Glad ya enjoyed ya self fella