Worst rave of my life. I am giving up.

[MoggerGaston]

Shit music except 1 DJ-set which was decent.
Drugs didn't work, never even once felt like I had a nice high.
Overdosed again and passed out, ended in ambulance again.
Lost my 130dollars custom-made ear-protection.
Lost my key.
0 ioi from girls, only interaction I had with a girl was one who got mad at me for bumping into her on a packed dance-floor (jfl most brutal iod ever)


Holy fuck I am cooked. I hate everything in my life. Nothing is enjoyable anymore.

Everything I touch turns into shit. No matter what I do, who I socialize with, where I go. Everything turns into shit.

 

[asdvek]

If u didnt go nothing wouldve happened


All mind games bruv

 

[MoggerGaston]

If u didnt go nothing wouldve happened


All mind games bruv

if I rotted at home I would've been saved from another entire day of traumatic events which further ruinins my mental-health and self-esteem.

 

[Daddy's Home]

I hate everything in my life. Nothing is enjoyable anymore.

Life always causes saturation to appear sooner or later.. Relativity pushes us from behind.. nothing is permanent..

We need to adapt and evolve..

 

[White_Bwoi]

Bro I feel you, I lost keys to my flat / car / good quality headphones + condoms (JFL) my drunk retarded ass decided to throw the whole package away or leave in unknown place... Woke up at some o'block looking at the stairs no cops or ambulance involved ffs. Gladly I had the spare key to apartment in friends house, but that was the last pair of keys to a car gonna have to order super expensive service of making a new one / program it for the immobiliser and shiet not fun, but I recovered almost to a t mentally after a week lol. Shit is wild out there

 

[Xyn]

nieudana ciupelka, odstaw i nastepnym razem sort bedzie primo

 

[MoggerGaston]

Life always causes saturation to appear sooner or later.. Relativity pushes us from behind.. nothing is permanent..

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We need to adapt and evolve..

my life stopped being worth living around age 14 already.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Bro I feel you, I lost keys to my flat / car / good quality headphones + condoms (JFL) my drunk retarded ass decided to throw the whole package away or leave in unknown place... Woke up at some o'block looking at the stairs no cops or ambulance involved ffs. Gladly I had the spare key to apartment in friends house, but that was the last pair of keys to a car gonna have to order super expensive service of making a new one / program it for the immobiliser and shiet not fun, but I recovered almost to a t mentally after a week lol. Shit is wild out there

After checking me in the ambulance (didnt have real injuries) they let me go and I passed out again outside.

Woke up freezing at 7AM in the morning next to the club without keys, phone, disorientated and had to walk home for 40 mins in the freezing cold with just a t-shirt.

I hate this retarded life. There is NOBODY who looks after me or cares about me. It's me against the entire fucking world, every fucking day.

 

[MoggerGaston]

nieudana ciupelka, odstaw i nastepnym razem sort bedzie primo

i cant handle this man. I need a win from time to time to find the strength to keep going with this failed disgusting life of mine.

I cant handle defeat like this anymore when I am already worn down, beaten down by life the way I am.

 

[CandidateSlayer]

Have you ever thought of becoming a monk?

Maybe isolating yourself from society for a couple of years would help you recover.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Those raves are for degenerates with shitty tattoos

 

[White_Bwoi]

After checking me in the ambulance (didnt have real injuries) they let me go and I passed out again outside.

Woke up freezing at 7AM in the morning next to the club without keys, phone, disorientated and had to walk home for 40 mins in the freezing cold with just a t-shirt.

I hate this retarded life. There is NOBODY who looks after me or cares about me. It's me against the entire fucking world, every fucking day.

I can relate 100% to this self-destructive lifestyle, I was going away with it until I did not. I'm for real terrified when I go out if this will be another 'endgame' bender or I will restrain myself legit I have to think all the time to take it slow or it will end up like this 'too much fun' to suffer for days after, not fun anymore but the brain is fried at this point. Gonna go to fucking legit therapy and hit the gym like everyday to cope I guess to keeps the demons at bay

 

[apocalypse]

at least you made it out alive

 

[White_Bwoi]

*my training gear is in the fucking car I lost keys to & some other important items

 

[MoggerGaston]

Have you ever thought of becoming a monk?

Maybe isolating yourself from society for a couple of years would help you recover.

nigga I suffer from severe loneliness and you suggest I make it even worse.

 

[MoggerGaston]

I can relate 100% to this self-destructive lifestyle, I was going away with it until I did not. I'm for real terrified when I go out if this will be another 'endgame' bender or I will restrain myself legit I have to think all the time to take it slow or it will end up like this 'too much fun' to suffer for days after, not fun anymore but the brain is fried at this point. Gonna go to fucking legit therapy and hit the gym like everyday to cope I guess to keeps the demons at bay

this night wasn't fun at all. I went all the way because I was looking for SOMETHING, ANYTHING, THE SLIGHTEST HIT OF DOPAMINE.

BUT THERE WAS ONLY PAIN

 

[White_Bwoi]

this night wasn't fun at all. I went all the way because I was looking for SOMETHING, ANYTHING, THE SLIGHTEST HIT OF DOPAMINE.

BUT THERE WAS ONLY PAIN

At this point I think maybe zombie-mode for a while on meds isn't the death sentence, gotta go to shrink... OR have you tried shrooms? I took LSD a few times but that was 1000 years ago, I heard they (magicmushrooms)(if the mindset is right) make new neuron-connections paths and sometimes people don't have the urge to drink/do drugs anymore after 1-2 sessions and some 'therapy' lol

 

[MoggerGaston]

At this point I think maybe zombie-mode for a while on meds isn't the death sentence, gotta go to shrink... OR have you tried shrooms? I took LSD a few times but that was 1000 years ago, I heard they (magicmushrooms)(if the mindset is right) make new neuron-connections paths and sometimes people don't have the urge to drink/do drugs anymore after 1-2 sessions and some 'therapy' lol

anti depressants dont work. therapy doesnt work. lsd didnt work. shrooms didnt work

 

[PsychoH]

Shit music except 1 DJ-set which was decent.
Drugs didn't work, never even once felt like I had a nice high.
Overdosed again and passed out, ended in ambulance again.
Lost my 130dollars custom-made ear-protection.
Lost my key.
0 ioi from girls, only interaction I had with a girl was one who got mad at me for bumping into her on a packed dance-floor (jfl most brutal iod ever)


Holy fuck I am cooked. I hate everything in my life. Nothing is enjoyable anymore.

Everything I touch turns into shit. No matter what I do, who I socialize with, where I go. Everything turns into shit.

je kan met mij iets doen
(mss ook dsk).

 

[MoggerGaston]

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This was the only good DJ-set of the entire event. SPFDJ b2b Daria Kolosova. Rest was dogshit.

Intercell Event? More like INCEL Event.

 

[fukmylyf]

intercell event? More like incel event

 

[fukmylyf]

you should take a break tbh. You aren't in the right mindset for this lifestyle.

 

[MoggerGaston]

you should take a break tbh. You aren't in the right mindset for this lifestyle.

This was my first proper rave since 3 months.

There is nothing in my life that's worth a fucking damn.

 

[CandidateSlayer]

nigga I suffer from severe loneliness and you suggest I make it even worse.

You won't be completely alone if you go to a monastery. Together with other monks you'll do work during the day and have some dedicated time for praying and self reflection. It will be a good chance for detox too.

Living in a city with so many people around you exaggerates this feeling of loneliness. Maybe abandoning everything will make you reach a realisation deep within yourself.

 

[fukmylyf]

This was my first proper rave since 3 months.

There is nothing in my life that's worth a fucking damn.

call of duty?

 

[MoggerGaston]

You won't be completely alone if you go to a monastery. Together with other monks you'll do work during the day and have some dedicated time for praying and self reflection. It will be a good chance for detox too.

Living in a city with so many people around you exaggerates this feeling of loneliness. Maybe abandoning everything will make you reach a realisation deep within yourself.

I take you have personal experience with the monk-life and are not just talking out of your ass?

 

[MoggerGaston]

call of duty?

and McDonalds

 

[fukmylyf]

I take you have personal experience with the monk-life and are not just talking out of your ass?

he's trying to turn u into batman and im the joker

 

[Neucher]

20mg escitalophram will work

 

[MoggerGaston]

20mg escitalophram will work

tried that for 6 months and didnt notice a thing jfl

 

[Neucher]

tried that for 6 months and didnt notice a thing jfl

crazy

 

[CandidateSlayer]

I take you have personal experience with the monk-life and are not just talking out of your ass?

I'm just pulling your leg boyo. I don't really know anymore, this life is a fucking circus.

 

[Kroker]

tried that for 6 months and didnt notice a thing jfl

Then it wasn't the right medication for you, with antidepressants it's trial and error until you find the one that works for you.

6 months is a lot to assess whether it works or not. Usually after 1 month you and your Dr decide

 

[MoggerGaston]

Then it wasn't the right medication for you, with antidepressants it's trial and error until you find the one that works for you.

6 months is a lot to assess whether it works or not. Usually after 1 month you and your Dr decide

nope, it takes more than 4 months to try out just 1 drug. This is what the docs tell me.

 

[MoggerGaston]

 

[Crusile]