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You ever scroll this forum so long that it starts feeling like a fever dream?
Because I swear,
I just found something that actually made me sit back and go
what the fuck am I even doing here.
Not even exaggerating
I’ve been spending way too much time here lately.
I’ll open a random thread to "check something quick,"
and suddenly it’s 3am,
my exam notes are untouched,
and I’ve somehow learned 14 new ways to ruin my dopamine receptors.
It’s getting bad. Like,
I might actually need to limit my time here bad.
Realization hit me today:
Exams are coming up,
I’ve got half-finished notes scattered everywhere,
my sleep schedule’s wrecked,
and to top it off
I’m about to run out of Adderall.
No refills, no backup, nothing.
Genuinely might be over for me.
I think what freaked me out most wasn’t even the time wasted
it’s that I enjoyed it.
There’s this weird satisfaction in reading other people’s insane threads and watching discussions spiral into complete madness.
It’s like intellectual self-harm with entertainment value.
Every few minutes I tell myself, "okay, last post, then I’ll study,"
but then someone drops a 2,000-word autismmaxx protocol or a random medical deep dive and I’m hooked again.
Maybe it’s time to slow down. Not because of guilt
but because my brain actually needs a break from this chaos.
I love the forum, I really do, but I think I’ve crossed the line
Still, had to post this. felt too surreal to keep to myself.
Anyway, if anyone’s got tips for balancing school and this site, drop them below
preferably before I fully dissolve into another dopamine black hole.
