Yet another day of silently coexisting with my oneitis (insane coping)

[Volksstaffel]

Tuesday is the most brutal day of them all.
30 min busride together twice and sitting in the same room facing eachother basically alone for an hour, without talking. (We live in Germany tho, smalltalk is uncommon here)
I constantly catch myself jutting and squinting like some autistic fuck (which I am)
I'm such a coward.
I don't even think about approaching her.

Today, I made the somewhat risky move to stand directly behind her while leaving the bus together today, in order to see how tall she is. She isn't even reaching my collarbone. So cute

I do catch her looking at me sometimes, atleast I think so, but that's probably just a coincidence.

There is actually the possibility that she likes me back. One time I left the room whilst she entered and we kinda got in the way of each other. Her friend said "you (plural) are so cute". Which could have meant (unlikely), that she told her friend she likes me and the friend was teasing her.
Also could have meant they find me disgusting and the friend was making fun of my oneitis .

I also found her house yesterday. 2min walk from my home, don't know what to do with this information

(I don't need you to tell me to approach her, I know that myself. It simply feels good to have a place where I can talk about my feelings )

 

[boxface34]

She is getting fucked by chad as we speak pal

 

[Volksstaffel]

She is getting fucked by chad as we speak pal

 

[Volksstaffel]

 

[twojei]

Tuesday is the most brutal day of them all.
30 min busride together twice and sitting in the same room facing eachother basically alone for an hour, without talking. (We live in Germany tho, smalltalk is uncommon here)
I constantly catch myself jutting and squinting like some autistic fuck (which I am)
I'm such a coward.
I don't even think about approaching her.

Today, I made the somewhat risky move to stand directly behind her while leaving the bus together today, in order to see how tall she is. She isn't even reaching my collarbone. So cute

I do catch her looking at me sometimes, atleast I think so, but that's probably just a coincidence.

There is actually the possibility that she likes me back. One time I left the room whilst she entered and we kinda got in the way of each other. Her friend said "you (plural) are so cute". Which could have meant (unlikely), that she told her friend she likes me and the friend was teasing her.
Also could have meant they find me disgusting and the friend was making fun of my oneitis .

I also found her house yesterday. 2min walk from my home, don't know what to do with this information

(I don't need you to tell me to approach her, I know that myself. It simply feels good to have a place where I can talk about my feelings )

Fantasize with her u til the point she feels like a friend. Now you will be able to talk to her like nothing

 

[Deleted member 62760]

Go talk to her nothing to lose

 

[Volksstaffel]

Fantasize with her u til the point she feels like a friend. Now you will be able to talk to her like nothing

 

[urukhaiascension]

Its over

 

[iblamericky]

Fantasize with her u til the point she feels like a friend. Now you will be able to talk to her like nothing

why haven’t I been doing this wtf ur so right

 

[Volksstaffel]

Its over

Always is

 

[Volksstaffel]

Go talk to her nothing to lose

Everything to lose

 

[Volksstaffel]

 

[_Tigrim_]

She is getting fucked by chad as we speak pal

Org user try not to have cuck fantasy challenge: IMPOSSIBLE

 

[Deleted member 80130]

If she reaches your collarbone then you have a chance

 

[Volksstaffel]

Org user try not to have cuck fantasy challenge: IMPOSSIBLE

How is that a cuck fantasy?

 

[_Tigrim_]

How is that a cuck fantasy?

How is thinking of a fantasy where your oneitis is getting fucked by another man not cucked?

 

[Volksstaffel]

How is thinking of a fantasy where your oneitis is getting fucked by another man not cucked?

I never did?

 

[GabachoCopium]

Tuesday is the most brutal day of them all.
30 min busride together twice and sitting in the same room facing eachother basically alone for an hour, without talking. (We live in Germany tho, smalltalk is uncommon here)
I constantly catch myself jutting and squinting like some autistic fuck (which I am)
I'm such a coward.
I don't even think about approaching her.

Today, I made the somewhat risky move to stand directly behind her while leaving the bus together today, in order to see how tall she is. She isn't even reaching my collarbone. So cute

I do catch her looking at me sometimes, atleast I think so, but that's probably just a coincidence.

There is actually the possibility that she likes me back. One time I left the room whilst she entered and we kinda got in the way of each other. Her friend said "you (plural) are so cute". Which could have meant (unlikely), that she told her friend she likes me and the friend was teasing her.
Also could have meant they find me disgusting and the friend was making fun of my oneitis .

I also found her house yesterday. 2min walk from my home, don't know what to do with this information

(I don't need you to tell me to approach her, I know that myself. It simply feels good to have a place where I can talk about my feelings )

It’s so over

 

[Volksstaffel]

If she reaches your collarbone then you have a chance

I'm only 6'1. She's just short

 

[_Tigrim_]

I never did?

I was not replying to you

 

[boxface34]

Org user try not to have cuck fantasy challenge: IMPOSSIBLE

I'm reminding him how brutal it is to be an high inhib cuck, this life is too short

 

[Deleted member 76351]

Beaten up dog - no one give a shit about your feelings especially your onientis

 

[lemonnz]

Fuck bro I was in exactly your shoes, but now I’m not in the same class as her.

You need to talk to her, don’t do what I did and just eye her and mentally masturbate.

 

[Volksstaffel]

Fuck bro I was in exactly your shoes, but now I’m not in the same class as her.

You need to talk to her, don’t do what I did and just eye her and mentally masturbate.

We actually never had any classes together. In school I only see her between classes.
IDK, maybe I'll talk to her someday