Mull70
Radical national-socialist
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Tuesday is the most brutal day of them all.
30 min busride together twice and sitting in the same room facing eachother basically alone for an hour, without talking. (We live in Germany tho, smalltalk is uncommon here)
I constantly catch myself jutting and squinting like some autistic fuck (which I am)
I'm such a coward.
I don't even think about approaching her.
Today, I made the somewhat risky move to stand directly behind her while leaving the bus together today, in order to see how tall she is. She isn't even reaching my collarbone. So cute
I do catch her looking at me sometimes, atleast I think so, but that's probably just a coincidence.
There is actually the possibility that she likes me back. One time I left the room whilst she entered and we kinda got in the way of each other. Her friend said "you (plural) are so cute". Which could have meant (unlikely), that she told her friend she likes me and the friend was teasing her.
Also could have meant they find me disgusting and the friend was making fun of my oneitis.
I also found her house yesterday. 2min walk from my home, don't know what to do with this information
(I don't need you to tell me to approach her, I know that myself. It simply feels good to have a place where I can talk about my feelings
)
30 min busride together twice and sitting in the same room facing eachother basically alone for an hour, without talking. (We live in Germany tho, smalltalk is uncommon here)
I constantly catch myself jutting and squinting like some autistic fuck (which I am)
I'm such a coward.
I don't even think about approaching her.
Today, I made the somewhat risky move to stand directly behind her while leaving the bus together today, in order to see how tall she is. She isn't even reaching my collarbone. So cute
I do catch her looking at me sometimes, atleast I think so, but that's probably just a coincidence.
There is actually the possibility that she likes me back. One time I left the room whilst she entered and we kinda got in the way of each other. Her friend said "you (plural) are so cute". Which could have meant (unlikely), that she told her friend she likes me and the friend was teasing her.
Also could have meant they find me disgusting and the friend was making fun of my oneitis
.I also found her house yesterday. 2min walk from my home, don't know what to do with this information
(I don't need you to tell me to approach her, I know that myself. It simply feels good to have a place where I can talk about my feelings
)
