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I have posted many lifefuel, upbeat "never give up" threads relating to ascensions, but it does come to a point where just addressing the exterior becomes shallow, even to my standards.
A single human being existing is a statistical anomaly, you would have to win the lottery approximately 335,625 times in a row to even come close to the general chance of any human existing, let alone you. If you want a different example, the chance of any human existing is 1 in 10^2,685,000, to put that into perspective, there are only 10^80 atoms in the observable universe. You existing is so insanely rare that the average entity would be luckier to see you once in their lifetime than win the powerball over 300,000 times in a row.
However I am aware that the numbers above are often cliche, and thrown apart by the genetic determinists that are the userbase of looksmax.org, everyday I see dozens of threads of users complaining, being angry, giving up, and showing sadness to their situation. Suicide is a very common part of the site's discussion forum. A lot of users often think that they are invisible, that they don't matter, and that their life is worthless. A common sentiment is believing that nobody would care if you ended your life, which isn't true.
Take my friend Tim for an example, Tim ended his life many years ago, and by all biological and visible accounts, he was a genetic failure. He was extremely neurodivergent, had no friends, had his growth plates closed super early capping him at 5'4, and was very below average looking. He ended his life in sadness and isolation, and in his suicide note I remember him saying one of the primary comforters that he had for doing what he did was that "nobody would remember me after I passed."
It has been nearly 5 years, and I haven't forgotten about Tim whatsoever. I think about him everyday, I have dedicated my life almost entirely to trying to fix the void his death left me with. I have talked 6 people out of suicide due to my convictions that I gained after Tim's suicide. 6 human beings, 6 people with memories, dreams, favorite things, and a real, emotional conscious are alive because of my friend, who thought his death wouldn't mean anything. Hundreds upon hundreds of people have seen his story, and I know that no matter what I do, I will never regain what I lost when he ended his life. To him, I was near nothing, just a childhood friend he joked around with, and at the end, someone who he couldn't connect with due to our differences, however I never saw him that way. To this day I have never looked at the exterior he had, I didn't see a ratio, a rating, genes, or any deterministic outcome, I saw a friend that I grew up with, who was loved and cherished, someone who was important to me, and I will forever regret not telling him that. He was born, he was held by doctors and then his mother and father, who saw their little baby, and felt nothing but the deepest parental love for him, and wanted him to never live a day of sadness and would've done anything to give him that, he grew up with dreams, aspirations, he had a favorite car, movie, color, and he's gone. There will never be someone like him again, he isn't even a number, he is just Tim. I would give anything up just to see him one last time.
However there is a key difference, you are alive. You likely have dreams too, you have aspirations too, you have people that care about you whether you know it or not. You were once a baby, then a child. You laughed, had good days, and wanted nothing but warmth, security, and happiness. You were alive, and you are alive. You are you. There will never be anyone like you, not someone who looks like you, thinks like you, has your personality, or anything else. You are special, you are 1 of 1. There is no point to any facial ratio if you are gone, and while that may sound like a good thing, you won't ever feel it. You won't feel release or happiness, there won't be you. The world will have lost something it can't ever get back, and your loved ones will lose their world.
But you don't have to give up, you are here, you are alive, and despite everything, you're still here. Your life awaits you, thousands upon thousands of happy days and memories await you, your future awaits you. It will get better, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, the world is not a dark and evil place, it is beautiful, and so are you. The good will come, maybe not all at once but it will come, and in time, living will have been the best decision you ever made. You don’t have to do anything now, just breathe, give it another 10 minutes, another hour, another day, I promise you it will get better. You will make it.
You are not a rating, you are not a status, you are not a collection of ratios, you are a human being, being Chad will not make you any more of a human than you are now. You don’t have to wait to ascend to “be someone,” you are someone now, you are the only one of you. You are special.
I am eternally happy and grateful for all the users on this forum. To everyone who looks and reacts to my post, to those who follow my profile, to whoever comments DNR on all my post, to whoever lurks, every user, happy or hateful, good looking or not, I am happy you are alive, I am grateful that you exist, yes you, the individual. As cliche as it is, I love you, and I wish for you to continue living your life. That is all I want.
You are alive.
You are a human being.
You are valuable.
You are unique, you are 1 of 1.
You are special.
The world is yours.
@Sayori @HtnceI @Jgns @cryptt @Jason Voorhees
A single human being existing is a statistical anomaly, you would have to win the lottery approximately 335,625 times in a row to even come close to the general chance of any human existing, let alone you. If you want a different example, the chance of any human existing is 1 in 10^2,685,000, to put that into perspective, there are only 10^80 atoms in the observable universe. You existing is so insanely rare that the average entity would be luckier to see you once in their lifetime than win the powerball over 300,000 times in a row.
However I am aware that the numbers above are often cliche, and thrown apart by the genetic determinists that are the userbase of looksmax.org, everyday I see dozens of threads of users complaining, being angry, giving up, and showing sadness to their situation. Suicide is a very common part of the site's discussion forum. A lot of users often think that they are invisible, that they don't matter, and that their life is worthless. A common sentiment is believing that nobody would care if you ended your life, which isn't true.
Take my friend Tim for an example, Tim ended his life many years ago, and by all biological and visible accounts, he was a genetic failure. He was extremely neurodivergent, had no friends, had his growth plates closed super early capping him at 5'4, and was very below average looking. He ended his life in sadness and isolation, and in his suicide note I remember him saying one of the primary comforters that he had for doing what he did was that "nobody would remember me after I passed."
It has been nearly 5 years, and I haven't forgotten about Tim whatsoever. I think about him everyday, I have dedicated my life almost entirely to trying to fix the void his death left me with. I have talked 6 people out of suicide due to my convictions that I gained after Tim's suicide. 6 human beings, 6 people with memories, dreams, favorite things, and a real, emotional conscious are alive because of my friend, who thought his death wouldn't mean anything. Hundreds upon hundreds of people have seen his story, and I know that no matter what I do, I will never regain what I lost when he ended his life. To him, I was near nothing, just a childhood friend he joked around with, and at the end, someone who he couldn't connect with due to our differences, however I never saw him that way. To this day I have never looked at the exterior he had, I didn't see a ratio, a rating, genes, or any deterministic outcome, I saw a friend that I grew up with, who was loved and cherished, someone who was important to me, and I will forever regret not telling him that. He was born, he was held by doctors and then his mother and father, who saw their little baby, and felt nothing but the deepest parental love for him, and wanted him to never live a day of sadness and would've done anything to give him that, he grew up with dreams, aspirations, he had a favorite car, movie, color, and he's gone. There will never be someone like him again, he isn't even a number, he is just Tim. I would give anything up just to see him one last time.
However there is a key difference, you are alive. You likely have dreams too, you have aspirations too, you have people that care about you whether you know it or not. You were once a baby, then a child. You laughed, had good days, and wanted nothing but warmth, security, and happiness. You were alive, and you are alive. You are you. There will never be anyone like you, not someone who looks like you, thinks like you, has your personality, or anything else. You are special, you are 1 of 1. There is no point to any facial ratio if you are gone, and while that may sound like a good thing, you won't ever feel it. You won't feel release or happiness, there won't be you. The world will have lost something it can't ever get back, and your loved ones will lose their world.
But you don't have to give up, you are here, you are alive, and despite everything, you're still here. Your life awaits you, thousands upon thousands of happy days and memories await you, your future awaits you. It will get better, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, the world is not a dark and evil place, it is beautiful, and so are you. The good will come, maybe not all at once but it will come, and in time, living will have been the best decision you ever made. You don’t have to do anything now, just breathe, give it another 10 minutes, another hour, another day, I promise you it will get better. You will make it.
You are not a rating, you are not a status, you are not a collection of ratios, you are a human being, being Chad will not make you any more of a human than you are now. You don’t have to wait to ascend to “be someone,” you are someone now, you are the only one of you. You are special.
I am eternally happy and grateful for all the users on this forum. To everyone who looks and reacts to my post, to those who follow my profile, to whoever comments DNR on all my post, to whoever lurks, every user, happy or hateful, good looking or not, I am happy you are alive, I am grateful that you exist, yes you, the individual. As cliche as it is, I love you, and I wish for you to continue living your life. That is all I want.
You are alive.
You are a human being.
You are valuable.
You are unique, you are 1 of 1.
You are special.
The world is yours.
@Sayori @HtnceI @Jgns @cryptt @Jason Voorhees
