whitebitchslayer
currently chasing 24” bidelt
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So there is a girl in my first period class, obviously not gonna post her name but she is pretty attractive. Most people here would say I am looksmatched to her but anyone irl would say she is way way more attractive than me since it seems everyone in real life thinks I’m subhuman but everyone here thinks im “decently attractive” anyways that’s off topic here is a picture of her
Anyways that’s her 6’6 long term relationship who mogs me in pretty much every conceivable way. They have been together 2 years and I believe he is in 12th grade, this means they will break up over the summer since he is going to college.
This morning she initiated a conversation with me and a few weeks ago she did the same. (This morning was abt a 2 min interaction talking about if we think our teacher will be there and a few weeks ago she asked me if my car was new and said it was really nice) this is unironically more interactions than I’ve ever had with a female in school in my entire life so you can see why I am over hyper fixating on it.
The main flags that might suggest she doesn’t is 1. Her boyfriend is significantly more attractive than me and mogs me. 2. She mogs me. 3. No one at my school likes me (hence why no female has talked to me that much before). 4. She dosent follow me back on any social media (I follow 2 of her insta accounts which don’t follow me back and added her on Snapchat with no add back, she does have other men followed back / added so I don’t think it’s bc of the boyfriend) 5. She is known as a good/nice person so she could just be virtue signaling.
The last point I made makes a little too much sense but also I’ve never had a girl want to be nice like that to me so it’s unlikely that’s the case. Most people at my school purposely avoid being friends with me and my reputation is probably way worse than I even know.
I’m kinda just driving myself into delusion hoping she doesn’t completely hate me like all the other females (and the upper tier males) even tho she probably talks shit about me and is disgusted by me but hides it.
Anyways that’s her 6’6 long term relationship who mogs me in pretty much every conceivable way. They have been together 2 years and I believe he is in 12th grade, this means they will break up over the summer since he is going to college.
This morning she initiated a conversation with me and a few weeks ago she did the same. (This morning was abt a 2 min interaction talking about if we think our teacher will be there and a few weeks ago she asked me if my car was new and said it was really nice) this is unironically more interactions than I’ve ever had with a female in school in my entire life so you can see why I am over hyper fixating on it.
The main flags that might suggest she doesn’t is 1. Her boyfriend is significantly more attractive than me and mogs me. 2. She mogs me. 3. No one at my school likes me (hence why no female has talked to me that much before). 4. She dosent follow me back on any social media (I follow 2 of her insta accounts which don’t follow me back and added her on Snapchat with no add back, she does have other men followed back / added so I don’t think it’s bc of the boyfriend) 5. She is known as a good/nice person so she could just be virtue signaling.
The last point I made makes a little too much sense but also I’ve never had a girl want to be nice like that to me so it’s unlikely that’s the case. Most people at my school purposely avoid being friends with me and my reputation is probably way worse than I even know.
I’m kinda just driving myself into delusion hoping she doesn’t completely hate me like all the other females (and the upper tier males) even tho she probably talks shit about me and is disgusted by me but hides it.
