You will never be able to fully heal

[Deleted member 2607]

No matter how hard you ascend, no matter how much your quality of life improves, no matter how succesfull you are, at the end of the day you can NEVER make up for the youth you've wasted.

seriously bros, I don't think I'll ever be able to live with the fact that for the first 17 years of my life, EVERYONE and I mean EVERYONE viewed me as a subhuman autist. I was an actual loser in highschool. Not even a "cool loser" like a band kid or a hippie or some other niche. Just a straight up friendless video game playing incel.

i might have made strides, and I might have a high n count, but I will NEVER be chad, I will NEVER be truly happy.

if this sounds like you, then just rope tbh. I personally know I'll either directly kill myself or OD on something before I turn 30, but if you still have hope even after you wasted the most important socio-developmental years of your entire life, just
QUIT THE COPE AND CUT SOME ROPE.

THIS SHOULD BE life fuel for youngfags though. If you are let's say 16 and younger, you have SO MUCH POTENTIAL son. Believe me when I say if you genuinely try your hardest to improve; looksmaxx, moneymaxx, statusmaxx, you WILL be happier.

its too late for me and other oldfags though. I'm already 19 so my life is pretty much over.

 

[Deleted member 1464]

Life goes on

 

[Deleted member 3832]

Lol your life is not over though. At 25 it is over.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Life goes on

Even when the thrill of living it is gone

 

[Slayer]

good advice trent

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Lol your life is not over though. At 25 it is over.

Yea I used to think this as well until I realize that who you are in highschool= your worth as a human being.
I can't even fraud nt in college anymore. Career development is a coonsumer Jew meme too, money can't make me happy. The only things that can make me happy are a time machine or a shotgun.

good advice trent

Post on my Facebook wall or high inhibit fag

 

[Deleted member 2205]

I'm already 19 so my life is pretty much over.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

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This is how it feels to be 19 and out of highschool. Every time I watch a tik tok I want to scatter my brain mass into 600 different corners of outer space

 

[Deleted member 678]

jfl at thinking at 19 its over. you literally cant even go out to bars and driink legally yet

 

[Gonthar]

I don't think I'll ever be able to live with the fact that for the first 17 years of my life, EVERYONE and I mean EVERYONE viewed me as a subhuman autist. I was an actual loser in highschool. Not even a "cool loser" like a band kid or a hippie or some other niche. Just a straight up friendless video game playing incel.

It's never late to make friends, just go to people and say: "Hello!".

 

[Epitaph]

I love it when absolute retards think they understand the entire world.

You might be 19 but you sound 14

 

[Deleted member 2607]

I love it when absolute retards think they understand the entire world.

Giga cope.
How attractive/ socially successful you were in highschool= more than half your worth as a human being forever

 

[Epitaph]

Giga cope.
How attractive/ socially successful you were in highschool= more than half your worth as a human being forever

Dn rd

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Dn rd

You chose not to Read because I was a quiet virgin loser in high school. If I was chad in high school I wouldn't be on this forum posting whiny bullshit because I would have enough validation and self confidence to last a lifetime

 

[Epitaph]

You chose not to Read because I was a quiet virgin loser in high school. If I was chad in high school I wouldn't be on this forum posting whiny bullshit because I would have enough validation and self confidence to last a lifetime

You’re on this forum because you’re an autist.

If you hate your life so much, why are you even alive? What exactly are you hoping to achieve with this defeatist attitude?

 

[hoodmaxxnigga]

Lol who gives a shit about high school. High school is an awful time for most people, college is were it is at.

 

[Feanor]

Dn rd

it's an exaggeration but hs is important. your formative years are extremely important for the development of your personality. shadows of these experiences will follow you for the rest of your life.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

You’re on this forum because you’re an autist.

If you hate your life so much, why are you even alive? What exactly are you hoping to achieve with this defeatist attitude?

what am I hoping to achieve?

THERE IS NO HOPE
AND I CANT COPE
SO THATS WHY I MOPE
DO I WANT TO ROPE?
THE ANSWER IS NOPE...
BUT SOON ILL BE ABLE
TO END THIS FUCKED UP FABLE
I CAN REST IN A FOREVER FALL
WHEN I FIND THE COURAGE TO END IT ALL

 

[Deleted member 5143]

Yea life sucks I'm norwooding

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Lol who gives a shit about high school. High school is an awful time for most people, college is were it is at.

Its over for me. I can't even go to college anymore. I wasted my time there anyways. I can either 1) be a wagie 2) kms or 3) be a low inhib criminal

 

[Epitaph]

Its over for me. I can't even go to college anymore. I wasted my time there anyways. I can either 1) be a wagie 2) kms or 3) be a low inhib criminal

Dude. College is actually important. Why can’t you go?

Yea life sucks I'm norwooding

Dude you have the body of a god. STFU.
Are you also 19 like this guy?

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Dude. College is actually important. Why can’t you go?

Dude you have the body of a god. STFU.
Are you also 19 like this guy?

Long story short I got me too'd. Chad would never get accused of rape. looks and high school validation= quality of life forever. Hardest pill for copers to swallow.

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Epitaph]

Long story short I got me too'd. Chad would never get accused of rape. looks and high school validation= quality of life forever. Hardest pill for copers to swallow.

Fuck I hate women.

I’m sorry about your loss. The entire schooling/legal system in general is a piece of shit no matter what country you go to.

You shouldn’t base the success of your life on a broken system designed by some faggot who had his head up his ass. Maybe it’ll be replaced someday, who knows.

 

[Mr_Norwood]

If you're only 19 get off this site now and get a gf..

You be have hope to be normal.

Don't become me

 

[Deleted member 2756]

brb respawning as an extrovert!
reminder the looks theory is autistic, just like 98% of this forum!

 

[Deleted member 2607]

Fuck I hate women.

I’m sorry about your loss. The entire schooling/legal system in general is a piece of shit no matter what country you go to.

You shouldn’t base the success of your life on a broken system designed by some faggot who had his head up his ass. Maybe it’ll be replaced someday, who knows.

I'm 19 and I feel as though I've suffered through that pain most people suffer in their entire lifetime. The worst part is I've not even had any crazygood experiences to match the crazy bad ones.

So far ive
Spent 2 days in jail because the girl I loved lied to me
Got expelled from expensive private school because I acted up after the new kid stole my oneitis's heart
Wasted the last 5 summers (arguably the most important summers of any kids life) at an autism camp
Got me too'd
Got really drunk at a party and talked about guilt for raping ; isolating myself from my friends
Wasted my grandfathers time and money. He believed in me and I let him down over and over.
Hitchhiked 100s of miles with no home and no money
Nearly died of dehydration in a pseudo desert in Colorado
Nearly froze to death one night while homeless
Labeled a missing person for 24 hours by police
Got fucking raped by an old man. (Proof https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.ab...d-not-reason-restaurant-closed-again.html/amp)
Got stuck in this old mans house in the middle of fuck all nowhere in the moutains
Got threatened by a private detective after taking a 16 year olds virginity
Got kicked out of community college
Isolated myself from my family and my best friend of 7 years (very recently)


My life fucking sucks right now

 

[RAITEIII]

No matter how hard you ascend, no matter how much your quality of life improves, no matter how succesfull you are, at the end of the day you can NEVER make up for the youth you've wasted.

seriously bros, I don't think I'll ever be able to live with the fact that for the first 17 years of my life, EVERYONE and I mean EVERYONE viewed me as a subhuman autist. I was an actual loser in highschool. Not even a "cool loser" like a band kid or a hippie or some other niche. Just a straight up friendless video game playing incel.

i might have made strides, and I might have a high n count, but I will NEVER be chad, I will NEVER be truly happy.

if this sounds like you, then just rope tbh. I personally know I'll either directly kill myself or OD on something before I turn 30, but if you still have hope even after you wasted the most important socio-developmental years of your entire life, just
QUIT THE COPE AND CUT SOME ROPE.

THIS SHOULD BE life fuel for youngfags though. If you are let's say 16 and younger, you have SO MUCH POTENTIAL son. Believe me when I say if you genuinely try your hardest to improve; looksmaxx, moneymaxx, statusmaxx, you WILL be happier.

its too late for me and other oldfags though. I'm already 19 so my life is pretty much over.

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You don't need to make it up. You can't. You can just accept it and accept that pain, it'll give depth to the character that you are.

 

[Epitaph]

I'm 19 and I feel as though I've suffered through that pain most people suffer in their entire lifetime. The worst part is I've not even had any crazygood experiences to match the crazy bad ones.

So far ive
Spent 2 days in jail because the girl I loved lied to me
Got expelled from expensive private school because I acted up after the new kid stole my oneitis's heart
Wasted the last 5 summers (arguably the most important summers of any kids life) at an autism camp
Got me too'd
Got really drunk at a party and talked about guilt for raping ; isolating myself from my friends
Wasted my grandfathers time and money. He believed in me and I let him down over and over.
Hitchhiked 100s of miles with no home and no money
Nearly died of dehydration in a pseudo desert in Colorado
Nearly froze to death one night while homeless
Labeled a missing person for 24 hours by police
Got fucking raped by an old man. (Proof https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.ab...d-not-reason-restaurant-closed-again.html/amp)
Got stuck in this old mans house in the middle of fuck all nowhere in the moutains
Got threatened by a private detective after taking a 16 year olds virginity
Got kicked out of community college
Isolated myself from my family and my best friend of 7 years (very recently)


My life fucking sucks right now

Fuck dude.

I don’t want to sound like a faggot. But what exactly are your goals atm?
Any ambitions or something your moving towards?

 

[fukmylyf]

.

 

[Deleted member 2607]

... and then doxxed yourself on this site?

I genuinely do not have anything left to lose. I am detached from my friends, family, acquatinces, and material possesions . therefore, I dont care.

Fuck dude.

I don’t want to sound like a faggot. But what exactly are your goals atm?
Any ambitions or something your moving towards?

Moneymaxx so I can looksmaxx
Moneymaxx to increase quality of life
Develop my speaking and rap skills
Develop my passions for music chess and writing
Write a book
Get a really nice car
Get back Into street racing
These were my 2019 goals but now I feel pretty apathetic to all of them.

 

[fukmylyf]

I genuinely do not have anything left to lose. I am detached from my friends, family, acquatinces, and material possesions . therefore, I dont care.

well maybe this can be a fresh start tbh. Nowhere to go but up

 

[Deleted member 2607]

well maybe this can be a fresh start tbh. Nowhere to go but up

That's the mindset I had a few months ago but now the daunting reality that the pain is making any forward momentum very difficult is slowly occurring to me.

I barely sleep, and I find it hard to focus on anything.

 

[Vermilioncore]

I just want to find a pure, KHHV girl to marry

 

[Patient A]

That's the mindset I had a few months ago but now the daunting reality that the pain is making any forward momentum very difficult is slowly occurring to me.

I barely sleep, and I find it hard to focus on anything.

 

[fukmylyf]

That's the mindset I had a few months ago but now the daunting reality that the pain is making any forward momentum very difficult is slowly occurring to me.

I barely sleep, and I find it hard to focus on anything.

fuck I didn't read your whole list when I posted. Brutal tbh. Why do you care so much about high school when you've been through all that?

 

[Ritalincel]

Life goes on

 

[Deleted member 2607]

fuck I didn't read your whole list when I posted. Brutal tbh. Why do you care so much about high school when you've been through all that?

Because now I have almost no good way of meeting people my age. If I was socially successful in high school then I would probably have never suffered through any of those problems.

In fact, I would probably be coronaing and chilling with my 6psl ltr gf, enjoying the end of days with a corona lite in my hand.

 

[slime]

How have you been alive for 19 years and you have 0 sense. Shut your mouth. Your father failed you.