Your appeal can be ruined by your mental state

[Deleted member 22099]

Stop complaining if you've never even tried softmaxxing. I am 6'2 normie with a 7 inch dick and am naturally athletic. I would be HTN-Chadlite if softmaxxed.

But because of unfortunate events in my upbringing I have been seriously depressed since I was 14. I stopped eating, sleeping and exercising, started smoking and watching loads of porn, and cut everyone out of my life.

This was me as a child, I look like a future Chad:

Well I ruined all of that potential in my teen years. I lost all my friends, developed severe porn and nicotine addictions, became an outcast in my own family, and severely stunted my development.

I often wonder what I would be like physically had I maintained a healthy lifestyle. I would probably be over 6'3 with broader shoulders and more muscle mass, I was very tall and stocky as a child. Maybe I would also have better facial development (my chin: philtrum ratio has been the same since I was a kid).

The thing is even now I mog a lot of guys my age, I would be a fucking gigachad had I been mentally stable.

Because of severe depression I don't even get out of bed anymore. I have no motivation to do anything. I'll probably become homeless in a few years after my mother gets fed up with me.
It's over

I'm ranting about this because a significant event occured in my family life that made me realise that it truly never began.

Why am I like this?

@MoggerGaston @TRUE_CEL @Manu le coq
@kumquat

 

[Michael Myers]

Happy abomination > depressed mogger

 

[Deleted member 24278]

Over

 

[Deleted member 27066]

Im suicidal about my dick tbh

 

[Manu le coq]

over sorry that you're uncle anally raped you

 

[MoggerGaston]

Very similar story here except that I was a subhuman truecel in my youth but had the mentality+happiness of a lion.

i lost my mental health in my teenage years, while slowly gaining looks instead.

mental health incel >> mentally ill chad

 

[Clown Show]

It's never late to start looksmaxxing and gymmaxing. Your potential is there, why not realize it.

 

[Deleted member 22099]

It's never late to start looksmaxxing and gymmaxing. Your potential is there, why not realize it.

 

[Clown Show]

I looked like Leonardo Di Caprio when I was 7 years old but got severely mentally ill during my high school years and developed bad habits and descended to the very bottom. I finally started looksmaxxing and gymmaxing in my 20s and it made my life better. I am finally getting female attention and I wonder what I would have looked like if I started this journey during high school. But it is pointless to regret and dwell on past, we only have 1 life, it's better to peak ever than never.

 

[exo]

Shit upbringing, your father should have been responsible for raising you to be a man. Like that quote from fight club "we are a generation of men raised by women" it's over. None of us would have been here with proper upbringing

 

[Deleted member 22099]

Shit upbringing, your father should have been responsible for raising you to be a man. Like that quote from fight club "we are a generation of men raised by women" it's over. None of us would have been here with proper upbringing

Me rn

 

[Michael Myers]

over sorry that you're uncle anally raped you

I’m TRUE_CEL, not uncle anally raped you.

 

[Deleted member 27219]

Similar scenario but I'm also poor with a terrible family