Your biological programming wants you to kill yourself.

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There is a logical explanation. You hate yourself because, in you there are also biological filters. When you see yourself in the mirror you feel repulsive because your own system rejects you, it is that irrational. Why the thing supposed to keep me alive (body) makes me wanna kill myself I ask of me... Just as it is irrational to desire the same as Chad, but without having the opportunities he has.

So, if it is irrational to desire the same as other people, why suffer for not having it? The curious part here is that we are not the ones who suffer at will. It is our ego or biological body that makes us suffer irrationally. It's stupid, it creates our needs in the first place, and then punishes us for not being able to satisfy them. It's all a trap of our biology. Don't fall into that pit of biological suffering, it is stupid.

I don't think anyone says, “Oops, how horrible I am, I'm going to suffer.” Rather, it is certain states of cerebral neurochemistry activated by our brain upon receiving certain information (perception of face interpreted as ugliness), which activate depression and suffering, which in the end, make no sense and prolong the pain. It makes no sense, because reality is already as it is, suffering and hating oneself does not change it and it is a waste of energy resources at the cerebral level to enter into those states. I am only clarifying this so that we do not fall into the trap of the ego.

I am not saying that it is wrong not to accept oneself. It is perfectly valid to hate oneself, the point here is that hating oneself all one's life may not be the most optimal way to live it and leads to huge amounts of suffering and pain for the one who suffers from it. I believe that the most optimal response to the dilemma of life is the redirection of hatred towards activities that allow us to improve our life and to be able to diminish our self-hatred. Directing hatred outwards instead of inwards.
 
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Self hatred is foolish, life is impartial and the strong eat the weak
 
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suicide is rational
 
Self hatred is foolish, life is impartial and the strong eat the weak
Yeah, self-love is better for the simply reason that the love neurochemistry fights depression back.

Life is all about neurochemistry and biohacking through the use of thoughts, feelings and sensations.
 
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@ey88 @n9wiff this might be my signal
 
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Yeah, self-love is better for the simply reason that the love neurochemistry fights depression back.

Life is all about neurochemistry and biohacking through the use of thoughts, feelings and sensations.
I mean it’s not even about self love either it’s just about survival
 
Being human is the problem
 
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I mean it’s not even about self love either it’s just about survival
But certain thoughts, feelings and sensation make it easier:feelshmm:.

One can induce them by the use of music and imagination.
 
But certain thoughts, feelings and sensation make it easier:feelshmm:.

One can induce them by the use of music and imagination.
You aren’t detached enough bro !
 
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Being human is the problem
There is no problem. Before we developed consciousness there were no concepts or ideas. There has never been a problem. Life just is as it is. Survival not of the strongest, but the most adaptable one.

According to Darwin's Origin of Species, it is not the most intellectual of the species that survives; it is not the strongest that survives; but the species that survives is the one that is able best to adapt and adjust to the changing environment in which it finds itself.

 
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the species that survives is the one that is able best to adapt and adjust to the changing environment in which it finds itself
Some might say a psychopath whose brutally selfish is the best survival machine , but psychos are usually low iq something like a high iq sociopath is better , they’re a rather viral trend in politicians
 
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Brutal. Is permanent ego death even possible?
You shouldn’t become a Buddhist just take their wisdom, all is impartial is law
 
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Over for me
 
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Not true for everyone tbh
 
Magic mushrooms def teaches you that nothing really is a problem in reality its the mind creating said battles and you must detach from the mind or what you-believe to be who you are and instead identify with the REAL reality which is what it is. Existing and Everything is just existing the present moment is all that truly matters. Past. Future. Its not real. It feels real because our brains map our experiences through memories but really even those memories start to become foggy and we will even make up details to fill in the blanks

The future is only created in the now

So if you truly want to take control of your life. You live every moment like right now is all you have. Many many regions speak of this experience either or be Nirvana. Or Awakening Or finding Christ and peace. Jesus, for example, lived every moment like his moment on Earth was his last. He hardly felt sadness or any kind of suffering. That's why people looked up to him or at least in like as a concept. The only way to truly be God's favorite or at least have his favour Is to live like Christ or whatever religion is for you. No wars or violence could ever be considered if we all gave up the struggles of past and future and instead lived like only right now is all we have.


We legit would be like children living in joy and awe at everything since being in real reality never gets boring. It's just a mindset or frame of thinking it's useful for helping you get through hard moments.


All children get to experience living in the moment for awhile and it's often why they are able to die and go to heaven they never got corrupted. I personally believe the fruit of knowledge and or the apple that Adam supposedly bit was the very thing that we're trying to fight against. It's too much awareness to make us egotistical and suffer. We know too much to a point we hyper analyze life when life's not meant to be viewed under-microscope. It's meant to be experienced through living.
 
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i love when my subconsciousness says “you’re subhuman, Ropemaxx nigger.”
 
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