Amnesia
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You're still an aspie with a shitty loser mentality who never properly learned how to interact with other human beings. You constantly have to overthink everything before you say it to make sure it passes an NT test. You walk into a party and instead of stress levels dropping like an NT to just have a good time let loose and maybe talk to a few ppl you instead heighten your stress levels. You are constantly looking around analyzing the situation, makeing sure you're tongue is firmly against the roof of your mouth so everyone seeing you from profile view sees a tight submental area.
Maybe some tipsy girl having a good time thinks you're cute, whih in itself has never happened in ur life cause u have always been an ugly rat but now that ur gl u have NO IDEA how to respond so u awkwardly try to move your body around in a way u saw in some rap video once and hope no one will smell that u are actually a fraud with 20k posts on plastic surgery forum
Even tho that girll takes u by the hand to the corner and ur brain logically knows shes into u, ur fucked up brain wiring is preventing u from just leaning in and kissing u cause u have no idea how anyone could be into u and ur subhuman genetics even tho u are wearing a fake mask of plastic surgery, U KNOW THE TRUTH and u actually hate urself too much to let her, an actual attractive specimin, waste her kiss on a fucking digsuting frankenstein like urself.
So u have blown ur chance u instead just talked instead of just rubbed her butt and kissed her, now shes eyeing that 5.5/10 stylemaxxed guy in the corner, u awkwardly make a getaway pretending u will get anothe drink but u are really slipping out of the house party to leave and pickup some fast food and ice cream to rot on hoping the sugar high will wash away the utter failure u are in all asepcts, and that even 30k later in surgery u still caant just muster up 5 seconds of courage and kiss a girl that gave all the signs she was into u, u will post on a forum about how dumb sex is, and that validation is all that matters while u down that quart of be and jerrys and put on ur VR headset and go to black dot com
Maybe some tipsy girl having a good time thinks you're cute, whih in itself has never happened in ur life cause u have always been an ugly rat but now that ur gl u have NO IDEA how to respond so u awkwardly try to move your body around in a way u saw in some rap video once and hope no one will smell that u are actually a fraud with 20k posts on plastic surgery forum
Even tho that girll takes u by the hand to the corner and ur brain logically knows shes into u, ur fucked up brain wiring is preventing u from just leaning in and kissing u cause u have no idea how anyone could be into u and ur subhuman genetics even tho u are wearing a fake mask of plastic surgery, U KNOW THE TRUTH and u actually hate urself too much to let her, an actual attractive specimin, waste her kiss on a fucking digsuting frankenstein like urself.
So u have blown ur chance u instead just talked instead of just rubbed her butt and kissed her, now shes eyeing that 5.5/10 stylemaxxed guy in the corner, u awkwardly make a getaway pretending u will get anothe drink but u are really slipping out of the house party to leave and pickup some fast food and ice cream to rot on hoping the sugar high will wash away the utter failure u are in all asepcts, and that even 30k later in surgery u still caant just muster up 5 seconds of courage and kiss a girl that gave all the signs she was into u, u will post on a forum about how dumb sex is, and that validation is all that matters while u down that quart of be and jerrys and put on ur VR headset and go to black dot com
