ranierean
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Mine was a lot stronger when I was a kid but it petered out on its own in college and I'm not sure what caused that.
I can still talk to myself in my head, obviously, but the voice that I had was almost autonomous? Highly dynamic, it could monologue, sing, etc. It was calm and resonant. It came from a middle aged woman with a broad American accent. I actually had a feeling that she knew more than I did and could predict things--by inductive reasoning, if nothing else. I don't sound like that and if I took control and spoke on my own it would just morph into something that was closer to my speech. I could never do alveolar taps and she can just say "artillery"--I’d only smidge it into an “ah-ti-leh-ree” or some such.
I still get her sometimes but for completely random things. She’ll just interject and say: “$2 store-bought onigiri? Coffee at 3AM?” and disappear. I think I ruined it and made it irritable by arguing and sperging too much, like I just have to be too incel for the figments of MY OWN imagination. I'm all alone, even they don't want me. Kinda over tbh.
I can still talk to myself in my head, obviously, but the voice that I had was almost autonomous? Highly dynamic, it could monologue, sing, etc. It was calm and resonant. It came from a middle aged woman with a broad American accent. I actually had a feeling that she knew more than I did and could predict things--by inductive reasoning, if nothing else. I don't sound like that and if I took control and spoke on my own it would just morph into something that was closer to my speech. I could never do alveolar taps and she can just say "artillery"--I’d only smidge it into an “ah-ti-leh-ree” or some such.
I still get her sometimes but for completely random things. She’ll just interject and say: “$2 store-bought onigiri? Coffee at 3AM?” and disappear. I think I ruined it and made it irritable by arguing and sperging too much, like I just have to be too incel for the figments of MY OWN imagination. I'm all alone, even they don't want me. Kinda over tbh.
