YouTube video update: explaining my situation a little netter

[Deleted member 6572]

@Sikkunt23. @sytyl
@Introvertednarc
@benchortable
@Daw
@inceletto
@Chadeep

 

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[The Bleach Pill]

My life is like a replica of yours tbh. At this rate, like you said, it probably my last year. the suicide urges are more serious and I cant focus or motivate myself for school anymore.

 

[Good_Little_Goy]

netter

 

[Deleted member 6572]

My life is like a replica of yours tbh. At this rate, like you said, it probably my last year. the suicide urges are more serious and I cant focus or motivate myself for school anymore.

How do you cope everyday? I cope by having fantasies of ways something in will get better but I know it won’t and it’s hitting me as I come to adulthood and I know it’s over in my heart. It’s all about who raises you dude

 

[Good_Little_Goy]

How do you cope everyday? I cope by having fantasies of ways something in will get better but I know it won’t and it’s hitting me as I come to adulthood and I know it’s over in my heart. It’s all about who raises you dude

What if you dont get raised at all?

 

[Deleted member 6572]

What if you dont get raised at all?

Then it’s over that’s basicllly me never learned how to be raised just got abused it’s what happens when a crazy indian raises you

 

[Good_Little_Goy]

Then it’s over that’s basicllly me never learned how to be raised just got abused it’s what happens when a crazy indian raises you

Sucks tbh, I think if my dad hadn‘t killed himself I would be in such a better situation, just knock on effect from stunted development, i keep making life worse abd worse for myself but i dont know any other way

 

[The Bleach Pill]

How do you cope everyday? I cope by having fantasies of ways something in will get better but I know it won’t and it’s hitting me as I come to adulthood and I know it’s over in my heart. It’s all about who raises you dude

yh pretty much fantasies of a better life and hope for the future but my mental health is so fuck at this point its all cope . Ive just started to rot on this forum instead and become more suicidal.

 

[Deleted member 6572]

Sucks tbh, I think if my dad hadn‘t killed himself I would be in such a better situation, just knock on effect from stunted development, i keep making life worse abd worse for myself but i dont know any other way

What kind of parent was your mom? My dad is a true freak of nature parent he has to be on the spectrum tbh

 

[Mouthbreath]

@Sikkunt23. @sytyl
@Introvertednarc
@benchortable
@Daw
@inceletto
@Chadeep

elliot rodger never killed himself...

 

[The Bleach Pill]

What kind of parent was your mom? My dad is a true freak of nature parent he has to be on the spectrum tbh

My dad was abusive and beat my mum and cheated on her. Arguments in the house hold all the time. My sister was suicidal and depressed and kept having breakdowns. My mum usually beat me to take her anger out from stress that my dad gave her.

 

[Good_Little_Goy]

What kind of parent was your mom? My dad is a true freak of nature parent he has to be on the spectrum tbh

She was great, especially in terms of intention, but you just can’t replace that male fatherhood importance in development, especially going from a child to teenager to a man there was just no guidance or assistance from her in some things, nothing i could relate to or engage with. i might be reaching since i don’t remember my dad but i feel like if he was around he could/shoukd have helped with that.

 

[Deleted member 6572]

She was great, especially in terms of intention, but you just can’t replace that male fatherhood importance in development, especially going from a child to teenager to a man there was just no guidance or assistance from her in some things, nothing i could relate to or engage with. i might be reaching since i don’t remember my dad but i feel like if he was around he could/shoukd have helped with that.

I’m sorry to hear that my dad was a freak tho I never was raised to be a man. He has some severe mental issues, thinks he is speaking to god, and he cries like a bitch when I got sent away even tho he sent me away. He treated me like his baby boy and spoiled me but also abused me and cried when I ran away and literally wanted to kill himself it’s freaky. He has no boundaries as a child and gave me drugs to help me, and want to bond with me it’s freaky.

 

[Good_Little_Goy]

I’m sorry to hear that my dad was a freak tho I never was raised to be a man. He has some severe mental issues, thinks he is speaking to god, and he cries like a bitch when I got sent away even tho he sent me away. He treated me like his baby boy and spoiled me but also abused me and cried when I ran away and literally wanted to kill himself it’s freaky. He has no boundaries as a child and gave me drugs to help me, and want to bond with me it’s freaky.

crazy shit tbh, not sure how much I can relate apart from just things at home being bad obviously. sorry all this is happening to you though
I think you can find peace in adulthood though, taking control over your life and deciding yourself who affects it and is in your life or not.

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

 

[ChadsAreCool]

Start stealing money slowly from your parents, get on gear and gymmax to forget the pain, gym is a good cope tbh. With that money move out, get surgery or whatever you want. No one is going to help you bhai, you gotta help yourself

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

nigga put in his arm and recorded it.

if it was me, hypothetically, I would put gashes on a femoid while she screams on GTAV Online or Red Dead Redemption 2