0 urge to socialize

[nobodylovesme]

I don’t get that feeling anymore. I used to be super self-conscious about being alone, but now I barely even think about it. I don’t mind going to school cafeterias alone to eat, back then, I’d be constantly worrying that someone would see me and think I’m a loser (which I am )

I also barely maintain contact with the only friends I have left, guys from elementary school. We only play online now, and even that went from daily to maybe 1-3 times a month. What’s weird is, I’m not even depressed. I’m just slowly turning into a hermit.

 

[Deleted member 153571]

I don’t get that feeling anymore. I used to be super self-conscious about being alone, but now I barely even think about it. I don’t mind going to school cafeterias alone to eat, back then, I’d be constantly worrying that someone would see me and think I’m a loser (which I am )

I also barely maintain contact with the only friends I have left, guys from elementary school. We only play online now, and even that went from daily to maybe 1-3 times a month. What’s weird is, I’m not even depressed. I’m just slowly turning into a hermit.

I can relate lol how old are you btw

 

[nobodylovesme]

I can relate lol how old are you btw

I'm 23

 

[Deleted member 130748]

I don’t get that feeling anymore. I used to be super self-conscious about being alone, but now I barely even think about it. I don’t mind going to school cafeterias alone to eat, back then, I’d be constantly worrying that someone would see me and think I’m a loser (which I am )

I also barely maintain contact with the only friends I have left, guys from elementary school. We only play online now, and even that went from daily to maybe 1-3 times a month. What’s weird is, I’m not even depressed. I’m just slowly turning into a hermit.

No point of socializing if your low status. Better to talk to people online

 

[nobodylovesme]

No point of socializing if your low status. Better to talk to people online

I still think f2f relationships matter. I'm trying to figure out how to get those myself. Online ones just don't feel that fulfilling to me, but if they work for you, then go ahead.

 

[Deleted member 130748]

I still think f2f relationships matter. I'm trying to figure out how to get those myself. Online ones just don't feel that fulfilling to me, but if they work for you, then go ahead.

Yeah it depends on the person I like online because people don’t mask themselves.

I wanna see people be authentic. Good luck tho

 

[Deleted member 153571]

I'm 23

I'm 16 and I'm the same as you it's over