1+ month of no drugs. Summer will be great.

[Deleted member 17578]

I have bags of mdma, ketamine, mephedrone, cocaine, mescaline and 2-cb coming my way.



I'll be seeing ^VTSS^ and Anetha in July in small venues. And all the big techno-names at awakenings festival next weekend.

I am used to the high MDMA gives when you use it once a week, which is weaker due to tolerances.
Now imagine how hard I am going to be tripping mid July after 6 weeks of no drugs

I am going to order LSD too, it's time, 2 years since my last LSD trip. Will be combining with ketamine+MDMA this time.

Honestly somewhat looking forward to this summer. Also still want to throw in a wild-card: some sort of last-minute holiday this summer. Thinking about Turkey or Baltics.


Anyone else looking forward to summer?

 

[mrriceguyreturn]

I have bags of mdma, ketamine, mephedrone, cocaine, mescaline and 2-cb coming my way.

Reporting you to Netherlands authorities

 

[spongebob]

Go to a Southern country. You'll be exotic and a mogger there. Also the nice people will make you NT

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

That sounds brutal unless I'm also rich then it would be awesome to do a lil drug binge here and there like wolf of wall street

But lsd right now would make me bathe in self hate

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Reporting you to Netherlands authorities

dutch authorities already know.
~20% of my darkweb ordered drugs are being intercepted. Shit never arrives.

Fuck authority faggots

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Go to a Southern country. You'll be exotic and a mogger there. Also the nice people will make you NT

Was in Greece last summer on my own.

0 ioi, 0 slays. Didn't feel like a 'mogger' at all in terms of looks.


But the holiday was really good anyways. I had a lot of fun.

My mood was extremely elevated and it was noticed by forum members:

Reading @MoggerGastons posts

Holy shit bro @MoggerGaston You seem so much happier jfl. You went from doomer incel to chill kinda NT guy. Maybe I just perceive you different because of the happy Hitler energy. Mirin tbh. I guess this is proof that all we need is some good LDAR time and to just be positive, bro.

looksmax.org

 

[Deleted member 17578]

That sounds brutal unless I'm also rich then it would be awesome to do a lil drug binge here and there like wolf of wall street

But lsd right now would make me bathe in self hate

why is it brutal? i dont understand.

I am not rich at all, I live WELL below poverty line in the netherlands:

Nearly 1 million NL residents will live below poverty line next year: Planning Office

The number of households living below the poverty line will increase from about 815,000 this year to around 995,000 in 2024, the Central Planning Office (CPB) said in its spring forecast. The increase is due to many temporary support measures disappearing. Childhood poverty will rise from 6.1...

nltimes.nl

"The CPB describes the poverty line as the not-much-but-sufficient limit. People living on that line can afford groceries, sports membership, and a short holiday. The limit for a single-person household is 1,573 euros in 2024."

My monthly income is 900-1050 euros at this point. So I am considered an extremely impoverished person in the netherlands.
I live well below the poverty line
Drugs are cheap man, alcohol is expensive.

LSD man yeah u think that? I dont know man, last time was brutal with friends I had massive paranoia. But I just want to do it alone now.

 

[spongebob]

Was in Greece last summer on my own.

View attachment 3000633


0 ioi, 0 slays. Didn't feel like a 'mogger' at all in terms of looks.


But the holiday was really good anyways. I had a lot of fun.

My mood was extremely elevated and it was noticed by forum members:

Reading @MoggerGastons posts

Holy shit bro @MoggerGaston You seem so much happier jfl. You went from doomer incel to chill kinda NT guy. Maybe I just perceive you different because of the happy Hitler energy. Mirin tbh. I guess this is proof that all we need is some good LDAR time and to just be positive, bro.

looksmax.org

Damn looks good bro. Happy for you. I got big IOIs when I was in Greece but it was of no use. Only met some Dutch sluts there.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Damn looks good bro. Happy for you. I got big IOIs when I was in Greece but it was of no use. Only met some Dutch sluts there.

why were the iois of no use? you didnt act upon it or what happened?

i dont remember, how old are you?

I am 28yo and I am getting increasingly uninterested in women and their bullshit. I am doing my own thing now and am not looking for female attention/validation anymore.

This is extremely rough for me, because I feel like I have to make a decision. Do I ever want women in my life, children, family. Or should I just skip it all.

Women have given me such a hard time, I want to give up on women.

 

[Kroker]

That sounds brutal unless I'm also rich then it would be awesome to do a lil drug binge here and there like wolf of wall street

But lsd right now would make me bathe in self hate

Excellent point. LSD amplifies your current state. Must be good set & setting.

 

[TechnoBoss]

Go to maybe South America for vacation. Latinas are hot and you're a tall white guy with blue eyes and light skin. If you can't get laid there/get no IOIs I will be completely speechless. I'm mirin the DJs you're gonna see though fuaaaark I am jelly.

I'm not looking forward to summer. Bad things are in store for me, I'm afraid. Can't get too into detail on some things though.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Excellent point. LSD amplifies your current state. Must be good set & setting.

what I've noticed with drugs, your overall state doesn't matter, it's your local state which matters.

All this time I was worried about 'being depressed and using psychedelics', but it's not so much about being depressed overall, but more about how you feel in the moment.

You can be depressed and suicidal, but if you feel okay on a saturday evening, and are chilling with friends, people you like, it's fine to do psychedelics and other drugs. Because your local, monentary vibe is good.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Go to maybe South America for vacation. Latinas are hot and you're a tall white guy with blue eyes and light skin. If you can't get laid there/get no IOIs I will be completely speechless. I'm mirin the DJs you're gonna see though fuaaaark I am jelly.

I'm not looking forward to summer. Bad things are in store for me, I'm afraid. Can't get too into detail on some things though.

south america is another level of commitment, would be harder to plan a casual last-minute trip, but I get you.
I feel so under-socialized. If I was more socialized I would have way more options and opportunities.

fuck man, summer not looking great for you? how can you know this already at this point

 

[TechnoBoss]

south america is another level of commitment, would be harder to plan a casual last-minute trip, but I get you.
I feel so under-socialized. If I was more socialized I would have way more options and opportunities.

fuck man, summer not looking great for you? how can you know this already at this point

It's hard to socialize with people in real life after a certain age I think. I don't know how people maintain a real friend group into their 30s. South America would be kind of baller to visit. You were thinking about Turkey or the Baltics? Why there? I know your trip to Greece looked like a lot of fun. I've never been on a proper vacation before.

Well I just know. There's some shit I'm gonna have to deal with soon, which I'm not looking forward to. I have to be vague about it, to be honest.

 

[MaghrebGator]

For one second i thought you were ending your drug addiction

What a plot twist

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

what I've noticed with drugs, your overall state doesn't matter, it's your local state which matters.

All this time I was worried about 'being depressed and using psychedelics', but it's not so much about being depressed overall, but more about how you feel in the moment.

You can be depressed and suicidal, but if you feel okay on a saturday evening, and are chilling with friends, people you like, it's fine to do psychedelics and other drugs. Because your local, monentary vibe is good.

I only think about the future as weed throughout youth totally wiped my past, I'm never in the moment though.

I really can't be until I'm making bread

Microdosing shrooms is hard asf I like doing that, need to do it properly for a long time though

Might run it for the rest of the year tbh makes me think like a insane person but it's more mental capacity and pattern recognition nonthelwss

 

[spongebob]

why were the iois of no use? you didnt act upon it or what happened?

i dont remember, how old are you?

I am 28yo and I am getting increasingly uninterested in women and their bullshit. I am doing my own thing now and am not looking for female attention/validation anymore.

This is extremely rough for me, because I feel like I have to make a decision. Do I ever want women in my life, children, family. Or should I just skip it all.

Women have given me such a hard time, I want to give up on women.

One was at a restaurant as a waitress. It was one of the biggest ones I ever got. Another was at the beach. Both were doing their job. The first I could've talked to. The 2nd was a bit less fortunate.
Now I think about it there was a 3rd girl at the bar working there who was giving IOIs.

They were of no use because the people I went with were idiots.

Just go to southern country. MED women seem to like the slav pheno. I'm serious.

If I were you I would focus on internal happiness. Once you are happy with yourself the rest will come. Either that or you expose yourself to lots of women and try a low intensity approach.

 

[Kroker]

what I've noticed with drugs, your overall state doesn't matter, it's your local state which matters.

All this time I was worried about 'being depressed and using psychedelics', but it's not so much about being depressed overall, but more about how you feel in the moment.

You can be depressed and suicidal, but if you feel okay on a saturday evening, and are chilling with friends, people you like, it's fine to do psychedelics and other drugs. Because your local, monentary vibe is good.

It'd be really hard to keep your negative thoughts at bay.

For instance imaging you're mid trip & you're really peaking, if a single bad thought crosses your mind & reminds you of something that could worsen your state it's a loophole.

I always end up having negative thoughts that get translated into feelings throughout the trip.

But yeah I get your point, tho it takes a lot to master to be in the present not to mention being influenced by class A drug & around acquaintances.

It differs of course from one to another, take care pal!

 

[k99]

Was in Greece last summer on my own.

View attachment 3000633


0 ioi, 0 slays. Didn't feel like a 'mogger' at all in terms of looks.


But the holiday was really good anyways. I had a lot of fun.

My mood was extremely elevated and it was noticed by forum members:

Reading @MoggerGastons posts

Holy shit bro @MoggerGaston You seem so much happier jfl. You went from doomer incel to chill kinda NT guy. Maybe I just perceive you different because of the happy Hitler energy. Mirin tbh. I guess this is proof that all we need is some good LDAR time and to just be positive, bro.

looksmax.org

man u looks so good cant believe u are actually on this forum

 

[Deleted member 6305]

You're too old for this shit man