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so im 5ft4 blonde blue eyes and shes 5ft7 chinese student in my country.
for reference i wear 3 inch lifts when i see her.
i used to go to her place every weekend at the start of the year, and end of last year. for like 6 months.
i would sleep over, we'd cuddle, have sex, get food. kiss have lots of intimacy.
but she would never commit to me. she said we can only be friends. and said i can meet other girls.
but it just made me confused about whether shes attracted to me or not
because 1. if she was attracted to me. why would she not let us have a relationship? and why would she be kinda cold on text message?
but this is where it gets really confusing. 2. if she wasnt attracted to me. why would she have sex with me every weekend, kiss, cuddle, intimacy?
she said she might be going home to china after her degree so she doesnt want a relationship because her life isnt stable. but she will try relationship if she gets a job here after degree and stays.
and then basically what happened was i accidentally cummed inside of her a few times. and she was okay about it but then like a month later she started freaking out thinking shes pregnant and saying how its all my fault.
then i told her im meeting another girl. and if she wants a relationship, tell me now. and ill be with her. otherwise im going to meet this new bitch and she will lose me to the new bitch.
i thought this would work. BUT IT DIDNT
I WAS AT HER HOUSE. AND I HAD TO GO TO THE TRAIN STATION TO PICK UP THE NEW GIRL
AND SHE FUCKING HELPED ME GET DRESSED, HELPED ME DO MY HAIR AND SHIT TO MEET THIS NEW GIRL
LIKE SHE WANTS ME TO FIND SOMEONE NEW AND GET RID OF ME
but she cried a lot when i left. like she was really hurt im leaving and meeting another girl. WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE MIXED SIGNALS? WHY WOULD U CRY IF U WANT ME TO SEE A NEW GIRL? BUT THEN IF U DIDNT WANT ME TO, WHY WOULD SHE LET ME DO IT!?!??!
anyways i met that new girl. had fun but she wasnt in UK for long so i was back to being alone.
And the original girl was very mad about the potential pregnancy thing
then i sent her loads of hate messages cos im hurt that shes rejected me. then she blocked me for 8 months
now she unblocked like 8 months later. and i spoke to her for the last 2 weeks. and she let me meet her again on friday.
we had sex, intimacy, she treats me like her boyfriend. feels like she loves me. she begged me not to leave, begged me to stay with her.
also when we were cuddling i felt her pussy over her pants. and the wetness had dripped through her pants and were sticky and wet on the outside, which means she is attracted to me, and i turn her on
BUT WHEN I GO HOME SHES COLD AGAIN ON TEXT MESSAGES AND MAKING IT HARD FOR ME TO MEET UP AGAIN
SO CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHY SHE WONT HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME?
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!??!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!
YOU COULD SAY. AI IMPACT, SHES CLEARLY NOT ATTRACTED TO YOU IF SHES COLD AND WONT LTR YOU. BUT THEN THE ANSWER WOULD BE WHY IS SHE HAVING SEX, INTIMACY, GETTING WET TO ME?
BUT THEN YOU COULD SAY SHE IS ATTRACTED TO YOU AI IMPACT. BUT THEN IF SHE IS REALLY ATTRACTED TO ME, WHY IS SHE COLD ON TEXT MESSAGE AND WONT LTR ME?!??!?!!?!!?
IM SUMMONING THE BLACKPILL GODS TO KEEP IT BLACKPILLED. REALITY PILL ME. TELL ME THE TRUTH OF WHY THIS IS HAPPENING BECAUSE I DONT UNDERSTAND
for reference i wear 3 inch lifts when i see her.
i used to go to her place every weekend at the start of the year, and end of last year. for like 6 months.
i would sleep over, we'd cuddle, have sex, get food. kiss have lots of intimacy.
but she would never commit to me. she said we can only be friends. and said i can meet other girls.
but it just made me confused about whether shes attracted to me or not
because 1. if she was attracted to me. why would she not let us have a relationship? and why would she be kinda cold on text message?
but this is where it gets really confusing. 2. if she wasnt attracted to me. why would she have sex with me every weekend, kiss, cuddle, intimacy?
she said she might be going home to china after her degree so she doesnt want a relationship because her life isnt stable. but she will try relationship if she gets a job here after degree and stays.
and then basically what happened was i accidentally cummed inside of her a few times. and she was okay about it but then like a month later she started freaking out thinking shes pregnant and saying how its all my fault.
then i told her im meeting another girl. and if she wants a relationship, tell me now. and ill be with her. otherwise im going to meet this new bitch and she will lose me to the new bitch.
i thought this would work. BUT IT DIDNT
I WAS AT HER HOUSE. AND I HAD TO GO TO THE TRAIN STATION TO PICK UP THE NEW GIRL
AND SHE FUCKING HELPED ME GET DRESSED, HELPED ME DO MY HAIR AND SHIT TO MEET THIS NEW GIRL
LIKE SHE WANTS ME TO FIND SOMEONE NEW AND GET RID OF ME
but she cried a lot when i left. like she was really hurt im leaving and meeting another girl. WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE MIXED SIGNALS? WHY WOULD U CRY IF U WANT ME TO SEE A NEW GIRL? BUT THEN IF U DIDNT WANT ME TO, WHY WOULD SHE LET ME DO IT!?!??!
anyways i met that new girl. had fun but she wasnt in UK for long so i was back to being alone.
And the original girl was very mad about the potential pregnancy thing
then i sent her loads of hate messages cos im hurt that shes rejected me. then she blocked me for 8 months
now she unblocked like 8 months later. and i spoke to her for the last 2 weeks. and she let me meet her again on friday.
we had sex, intimacy, she treats me like her boyfriend. feels like she loves me. she begged me not to leave, begged me to stay with her.
also when we were cuddling i felt her pussy over her pants. and the wetness had dripped through her pants and were sticky and wet on the outside, which means she is attracted to me, and i turn her on
BUT WHEN I GO HOME SHES COLD AGAIN ON TEXT MESSAGES AND MAKING IT HARD FOR ME TO MEET UP AGAIN
SO CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHY SHE WONT HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME?
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!??!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!
YOU COULD SAY. AI IMPACT, SHES CLEARLY NOT ATTRACTED TO YOU IF SHES COLD AND WONT LTR YOU. BUT THEN THE ANSWER WOULD BE WHY IS SHE HAVING SEX, INTIMACY, GETTING WET TO ME?
BUT THEN YOU COULD SAY SHE IS ATTRACTED TO YOU AI IMPACT. BUT THEN IF SHE IS REALLY ATTRACTED TO ME, WHY IS SHE COLD ON TEXT MESSAGE AND WONT LTR ME?!??!?!!?!!?
IM SUMMONING THE BLACKPILL GODS TO KEEP IT BLACKPILLED. REALITY PILL ME. TELL ME THE TRUTH OF WHY THIS IS HAPPENING BECAUSE I DONT UNDERSTAND