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[Bizygomatic]

I hate myself, even tho I've gotten heck of a lot better, it still isn't enough. I'm not just talking about looks, my social skills, the habit of relying on others for advice. I never used to be like this. Repeating a year which then made me go through a depressive spiral resulted in me losing faith in myself. I shall overcome that and gain faith in myself again. There used to be a time where I was amongst the most popular guys in school, now I'm a shell of that. I must gain it all back, I can't allow the people I hate to best me in a thing I deem important. I shall show them who's superior, I will show everyone and most importantly, myself.

 

[astatin]

I've experienced the same as you. i was never a popular kid, i mean idk i was just average, not hated or anything. Mostly i was just the funny guy.

2 years ago i was at my lowest, I did some really bad mistakes which lead me to fall down this deep, also made alot of made impressions

A year ago alot of women got bad impressions from me because i was really mean.

I've decided to change, i became really kind and just tried helping everyone out and not being afraid to make small talk, little by little i built this huge connection list.

what helped me the most was makjng a shit ton of connections, you really need to vibe with everyone, even the guy that's hated in the friend group.

It's a looongg process, but it's all worth it.