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[uvyy]

That one night it all made sense to me that she did not wanna try cause she had someone else, she lied saying she did not want to risk it, next thing I know is she’s talking romantically to him even tho he had 10 past relationships that was easy to found, he’s no chad, he’s chopped, I don’t get it, I’ve been in a constant thought about this, she makes herself the victim, is this a girls nature? She knows her mistakes and when I gave her a chance to redeem herself by fixing it but no, she said “I know it can work between us but I don’t wanna risk it” yet she “risks” it with this man, she is the one who stalks me, she taunts me, every progress I’ve made, gone in an instant, she said we’ve tried multiple times but every single time it was her fault, she broke trust, loyalty and god knows what more, I don’t get this feeling, she said she had to meet therapist and had a test for depression because of how she was, our problems were caused by her, I knew her parents and she knew mine, and both of them knew about our existence, why would she throw that all away? I just want answers to move on, I don’t know what to do, there’s so much more to this story.