uvyy
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School has ended, and so did the stress of the exams, yet it’s still so lonely.. oh how I wish to rewind life, I always have perfect responses when I’m not talking to her, but when I do I’m so blind, my love gets the best of me, and it sabotage me, she has a best friend, who doesn’t seem like a normal friend at all, even tho we are exes, she said she knows we can fix it up, but she denies to fix it, I don’t fucking get why he is fucking special when I did stuff far greater, I’ve tried to kill myself not so long ago, i cared for this girl so much, i did not care about what others said when i was with her, at the end they were right, im cursed with this blackpill because of her i wanted to look good so she wouldn’t leave me, and i still love her and see her as the prettiest but maybe it’s my love for her that makes her beautiful, I don’t know my own feelings any longer, she was my motivator and now she’s reposting about “us” and how she wants to be loved and cared for, and abt that guy. She says nigga, she says everything in the book, yet she broke up with me over a rape joke, and when we got back tg, I was at fault for finding out she has been cheating on me and told a guy to add her alt, then she said it was just for fun, and after she blocked him, later, found out she watched porn, which broke me, I trusted her, with my soul. My life is never fair to me, David was right, I am emotionally weak, I just wanted to be with her and I planned everything our parents knew about us and then she just threw it all away. I did everything I could, I begged like a fucking child even tho it’s her fault. Life is never fair, I hate it. 
