15M what do I do when I feel like it's over

[Cybered.]

I hate how I look, I just want to get surgery. I have been dying to find a gh supplier because then at least my life won't be as bad. At least then I can actually see progress in my physic, then I can finally grow and not hate myself as much. Maybe then I won't be as alone. People will notice me more, not just look over me unless I make myself known. Maybe then I'll have the energy to do more. I just want someone to acknowledge and be there. Check on me not have to ask like I always have. It's all nothing but ropefuel, I never thought I'd be like this. I always thought I was a typical nt grey. Now I'm like this, and I can't even find people like me. I hate humanity too, women who support Lindsey Clancy and then hate and shame people. Typical popular girl humor, I hate it. I hate that my past haunts me and that I'm so fucking low dimorphic that I have to endure catboy and femboy comments. I fucking hate that I receive these from sub humans and iqlets. I don't think I'll ever find true love and settle down the way I want to at this rate. I'll die alone not on my terms.

 

[BeanCelll]

A job, you're gonna have to tough it out though men typically aren't validated for just existing

 

[Cybered.]

A job, you're gonna have to tough it out though men typically aren't validated for just existing

It doesn't even feel like existing anymore. It's years of this, just trying to get along. No help from anyone, no one cares about me the way I care about them. I'm surrounded but alone

 

[BeanCelll]

It doesn't even feel like existing anymore. It's years of this, just trying to get along. No help from anyone, no one cares about me the way I care about them. I'm surrounded but alone

might as well just keep going for now you're close enough to freedom anyways

 

[Tesarossa]

tie the noose

 

[Thodian]

Idk I just fix my looks I guess
Either way it’s over for everyone

 

[Cybered.]

might as well just keep going for now you're close enough to freedom anyways

I got the worse year left before a bit more freedom

 

[Cybered.]

Idk I just fix my looks I guess
Either way it’s over for everyone

I wanna get a gh at least then life will be a bit better

 

[BeanCelll]

I got the worse year left before a bit more freedom

you've went through just about a decade already

 

[Cybered.]

tie the noose

I'm closer than I've ever been

 

[Cybered.]

you've went through just about a decade already

Pre COVID wasn't bad, then that came around and screwed it all up

 

[coomerndiaye]

A job, you're gonna have to tough it out though men typically aren't validated for just existing

“just be a man bro”

 

[BeanCelll]

“just be a man bro”

Well it's either that or the kid ropes (and likely fails) before he even got a chance

There's noone that's going to drag him out of this

 

[coomerndiaye]

The feeling won’t go away, i’d say just rn HGH like u said u wanted to if u want to feel confident in urself

 

[coomerndiaye]

Well it's either that or the kid ropes (and likely fails) before he even got a chance

There's noone that's going to drag him out of this

there’s only so much “thugging it out” one can take

 

[BeanCelll]

there’s only so much “thugging it out” one can take

Then he can try the latter and see how that goes for him

in the meantime he'll have to cope with some other bullshit until he finally gets a job by next year and freedom at 18

 

[Cybered.]

The feeling won’t go away, i’d say just rn HGH like u said u wanted to if u want to feel confident in urself

My problem is I need a source

 

[Cybered.]

Well it's either that or the kid ropes (and likely fails) before he even got a chance

There's noone that's going to drag him out of this

Unfortunately I know ropes pretty well but that's like the last way I would try to because after your bodily fluids like piss come out and that's just pathetic

 

[coomerndiaye]

My problem is I need a source

go on an anabolic steroid forum and get a source bud