melachupas
Iron
- Joined
- Dec 18, 2025
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- 14
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can someone just tell me the truth, this morning I thought about what id do to myself if I had a gun in my house because when I look in the mirror all I see is a fucking ugly loser, i never get attention from girls and ive been played so many times. Ill never be enough and all I can think about is what if I was more attractive. Ever since my skin started to get worse ive been thinking about the rest of my face and how it was never about my stupid ass skin but rather more odd looking face and long philtrum. I used to always think about how I dont have some weird looking goblin face but its starting to hit me that ive had it all along. It really feels like I was never meant to win in this life. Ive tried so hard to just have an outside perspective if my face that way I can know if my face actually looks like how I think it does. Im to the point where I really dont fucking know anymore. I know this is the only place where people can actually be honest even if it fucking hurts. So can someone give me a real rating and please tell me if I should just stop trying. if im an ugly fucking goblin looking weird creature then please say it. I tried to use the most nuetral and natural photos that I could. no bullshit squinting or clenching or any gay ass fraud.