babyoncrk
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I would sell all my
possessions and work for the rest of my life as a slave for a CHANCE to have wide clavicles. It makes or breaks your physique. I can work out for the rest of my like 24/7 and get huge muscles and be aesthetic, but it'll never be what I'm aiming for. I can always have a V taper (kinda currently do) but it will never be that wide look I yearn to achieve. I can always be lean and cut and have the smallest waist but it will NEVER matter if I have narrow clavicles. They aren't even horrible either they are just kinda below average/ not wide. Like when I tell you my one wish physique wise is wide clavicles, mean it. Um probably going to get surgery when I get a little older but the recovery process is grueling and embarrassing. It just doesn't get better bro nothing ever happens. It's genuinely over for me. There's no cope around it, fraud to preform, (that's reasonable and still someone keeps my dignity) or lie to tell myself. I'm embarrassed of my own physique, even if I'm lean or muscular or any of that bs. I hate taking off my shirt and having to think about what I look like to other people. Then there's the things I can't help even if I have a shirt on. Like my height. 59 is the average adult male height in the USA, and that's what I am. But why would I want to be average? Why settle for average? It's embarrassing. I'm not going to go to the extent of surgery for height unless | get that insecure over time, but it's just another thing would love to fix. Hgh/tyra-3000 is still in the playbook, but I'm scared of the long term effects. I'm also in an amazing relationship with this beautiful girl, where I wouldn't change anything and where I feel secure about everything but still why would I not want to be above average? Height is 90% genetics (basically along with all looks unless you spam surgeries) and there's nothing l can do about it other than fraud or cope. I hate being negative about looks but it's all l do and think about. I'm always wanting to be better and knowing I've hit a roadblock which is unchangeable is tuff to swallow. Don't get me Started on my face either, I could go on a 7 hour rant. I know nobody reads these and idk why I posted, I know it's corny. I just get in this mood right after the gym or before/after a shower where I just examine my physique and point out all the little flaws, and then have all these feelings built up to where it's easy to type out. i have a good physique too like i have an 8 pack and visible muscle everywhere, its just weird idk. ill show images of me below, please give me advice on how to improve. i already know all about my infras and mandible being recessed, along with many other flaws.
possessions and work for the rest of my life as a slave for a CHANCE to have wide clavicles. It makes or breaks your physique. I can work out for the rest of my like 24/7 and get huge muscles and be aesthetic, but it'll never be what I'm aiming for. I can always have a V taper (kinda currently do) but it will never be that wide look I yearn to achieve. I can always be lean and cut and have the smallest waist but it will NEVER matter if I have narrow clavicles. They aren't even horrible either they are just kinda below average/ not wide. Like when I tell you my one wish physique wise is wide clavicles, mean it. Um probably going to get surgery when I get a little older but the recovery process is grueling and embarrassing. It just doesn't get better bro nothing ever happens. It's genuinely over for me. There's no cope around it, fraud to preform, (that's reasonable and still someone keeps my dignity) or lie to tell myself. I'm embarrassed of my own physique, even if I'm lean or muscular or any of that bs. I hate taking off my shirt and having to think about what I look like to other people. Then there's the things I can't help even if I have a shirt on. Like my height. 59 is the average adult male height in the USA, and that's what I am. But why would I want to be average? Why settle for average? It's embarrassing. I'm not going to go to the extent of surgery for height unless | get that insecure over time, but it's just another thing would love to fix. Hgh/tyra-3000 is still in the playbook, but I'm scared of the long term effects. I'm also in an amazing relationship with this beautiful girl, where I wouldn't change anything and where I feel secure about everything but still why would I not want to be above average? Height is 90% genetics (basically along with all looks unless you spam surgeries) and there's nothing l can do about it other than fraud or cope. I hate being negative about looks but it's all l do and think about. I'm always wanting to be better and knowing I've hit a roadblock which is unchangeable is tuff to swallow. Don't get me Started on my face either, I could go on a 7 hour rant. I know nobody reads these and idk why I posted, I know it's corny. I just get in this mood right after the gym or before/after a shower where I just examine my physique and point out all the little flaws, and then have all these feelings built up to where it's easy to type out. i have a good physique too like i have an 8 pack and visible muscle everywhere, its just weird idk. ill show images of me below, please give me advice on how to improve. i already know all about my infras and mandible being recessed, along with many other flaws.
