17 years old. Bought first steroid cycle but having second thoughts

[Deleted member 91517]

Literally had the syringe with medicine loaded in my hand about to inject. Looked up at the cross above my bed and immediately started having second thoughts. Ended up throwing the syringe out.

I'm 17. My main goal is lean muscle gains, fat loss, bone growth, and dimorphism.

I bought an entire cycle to last 16 weeks. Pinning needles and syringes, blood work, the cycle, the PCT, and post PCT is on hand and planned out.

Main Cycle (plan on pinning SubQ daily)

• 550mg Testosterone E per week
• 250mg Masteron E per week
• 10mg YK-11 ED (last 8 weeks)
• 50mg Arimistane EOD (if needed)

PCT

• MK-677
• HCG
• Nolvadex
• Enclomiphene

I've spent hundreds of hours researching and have a detailed document with the full plan.

I've been a science-based lifter for 3 years. Never taken a day off. It's my lifestyle basically.

Optimizing natty lifting by:

• Oura Ring (tracks health metrics)
• Sleep Optimization (mattress pads, cooling blankets, cooling pillowcases)
• Hundreds of testosterone boosting methods and money dropped on supplements
• Tracking macros and eating clean daily
• Science-based lifting program (never miss a day)
• Hundreds of hours of researching, reading books, and applying in the gym.
• Withings Smart Scale (tracks weight, fat mass, lean mass, water)
• Sleeping 8+ hours
• 30 mins sunlight per day
• Optimizing and reviewing everything

All this to not be happy with results. All my friends who don't even lift are stronger than me. I feel like all this time I'm spending in the gym is going to waste.

Should I go through with my cycle or just continue to lift natty?

I want to look good and gain dimorphism before time runs out as my body will recover easier at a young age.

Downside is I don't want to lose my baseline testosterone levels forever.

I only want to run one cycle during winter and gain a respectable physique before summer.

I've attached my current natty physique. 180lbs @ 17. No clowns please.

 

[Mike141]

Most common misconception is hopping on a growth-factor inducing compound has ZERO drawbacks or comedown. Sorry bro

yes let’s believe a tiktok newgen that has absolute no experience then someone that has researched those compounds since early 2020

 

[d1_bloatcell]

10mg YK-11 ED (last 8 weeks)

You'll turn into the Grinch and your heart will grow 3 sizes with no myostatin

 

[d1_bloatcell]

yes let’s believe a tiktok newgen that has absolute no experience then someone that has researched those compounds since early 2020

How much mk did you take and how long?

 

[Nihonz9]

yes let’s believe a tiktok newgen that has absolute no experience then someone that has researched those compounds since early 2020

post physique! <3

 

[Mike141]

post physique! <3

i mog don’t even need to post it my stats will just mog u 6’2.7 lean