altbones
Fucking geek
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I observe everything. I see how people enjoy their lives. I see how my family have relationships my friends have relationships. I see everything. I see the beauty in people. I see how people have something special about them. I see how people and why there happy. But when it comes to me, there’s nothing, absolutely nothing, I see my life as if I was a reincarnated being given every aspect of ugliness as punishment for my pass life. Nothing in this world ever changes for me. Every single night when I go to bed I wish I can wake up into a new person, I listen subliminals and do black magic and other things but nothing works, I try to stop eating but my mother buys fast food and if I don’t eat it she gets mad at me, I have a stressful life, nothing ever goes as planned, I go to in person school and get talk about every second, I get mad because I know people talk about me and I get angry, people are evil, Jews are evil, humanity is evil, nothing ever goes a happy ending for me. I hate my life, I’m short, I get no nutrition, I’m fat, ugly, depressed, disgusting, my personality is disgusting every things about me is disgusting, even my family calls me ugly, I hate everything, nothing works, I can’t even ascends, my mother won’t buy me anything but food, I can’t anymore, I can’t even kill myself, do drugs, I can’t do anything to just end it all, I’m suffering, forever suffering, this is hell, I wish I was a beautiful, happy, healthy, tall, everything. But I’m not even any of those characteristics. Im an incel. You might think I’m larping but no. You can laugh. I guess you know what gets to me the best, all of you are demons and evil beings, you torture me mentally and physically, you suck my energy dry, you killed me from the inside out, nothing ever change, they never will, this is my life. My suffering.
