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[Disturbed]

it doesnt mean that i suddenly stop having fears
im just too tired of being anxious over everything and give up on worrying about others and what they think

they are right, i cant control what will happen. i cant control what they think about me. their thoughts, their opinions and their actions

whatever happens, will happen. theres no point of me worrying about it if its going to happen anyway.

so yes, ive never been freer. i still care, but i dont care about the fact that i care. the less control random people have over my thoughts, the better

i used to think if someone doesn’t mind what people think about them, they are being reckless. what if they get excluded? or talked shit behind their backs? but then those people’s opinions might never matter to you

they serve no purpose besides spreading rumors and imposing their beliefs on what they think you should be.

existing is already exhausting enough. caring about those people because of how they perceive you is beneficial for them, and detrimental to you. im done with that. they can go fuck themselves

Tuff bro icl cl