zerotohero
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I wasn’t just low, I was dead inside. Didn’t shower for days, sometimes weeks. Hair greasy, crusty, smelling like shit. I wore whatever old clothes I found, all baggy and ill-fitting. I looked like a walking corpse nobody wanted to be near.
My face was bloated from eating trash nonstop. My body was so skinny it looked like I was starving. Borderline anorexic. Bones sticking out everywhere. My skin was wrecked from neglect and depression.
I was obsessed with my ex oneitis, jerking off four times a day just to escape the pain. Skipped entire days of class because anxiety and depression had me locked down. Barely passed my exams. I was a zombie, a shell of a person.
Looking back at those pics is brutal proof of how deep the rot ran. I’m still skinny now but at least I’m not a walking skeleton anymore. I shower, dress better, and try to keep my shit together.
No wonder I was always rejected by women and people treated me like shit. I looked like trash and felt like it too.
If you’re stuck in your own hell just know it shows and it’s ugly as fuck. But that means you’ve got room to climb out. No more excuses.
My face was bloated from eating trash nonstop. My body was so skinny it looked like I was starving. Borderline anorexic. Bones sticking out everywhere. My skin was wrecked from neglect and depression.
I was obsessed with my ex oneitis, jerking off four times a day just to escape the pain. Skipped entire days of class because anxiety and depression had me locked down. Barely passed my exams. I was a zombie, a shell of a person.
Looking back at those pics is brutal proof of how deep the rot ran. I’m still skinny now but at least I’m not a walking skeleton anymore. I shower, dress better, and try to keep my shit together.
No wonder I was always rejected by women and people treated me like shit. I looked like trash and felt like it too.
If you’re stuck in your own hell just know it shows and it’s ugly as fuck. But that means you’ve got room to climb out. No more excuses.
