Apparition
Aimless Spirit
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the biggest cope being that i was in love with some manipulative lesbo whore that treated me like dogshit.
the reality is that the only reason it hurt me so much was because i couldnt fix some things that i did wrong in the past.
in 2020, i fucked up with a girl by being childish and immature, she was opening up about herself end i was too scared to make a move.
over time i learnt things and realized how childish the whole situation was and that i overreacted like a complete fucking retard.
then i met another girl, and hoped that with all this knowledge i could do something her.
but sadly that girl saw me as prey and was manipulating me from the start so all this effort was completely MEANINGLESS.
i had one chance maybe i wouldnt have slayed but at least i could have stayed at good terms with her.
the reality is that the only reason it hurt me so much was because i couldnt fix some things that i did wrong in the past.
in 2020, i fucked up with a girl by being childish and immature, she was opening up about herself end i was too scared to make a move.
over time i learnt things and realized how childish the whole situation was and that i overreacted like a complete fucking retard.
then i met another girl, and hoped that with all this knowledge i could do something her.
but sadly that girl saw me as prey and was manipulating me from the start so all this effort was completely MEANINGLESS.
i had one chance maybe i wouldnt have slayed but at least i could have stayed at good terms with her.
