2025 might be over for me

[Lord Shadow]

The last 3 ppl i liked hella dont like me, Volcel bc of the other stuff, so over cant fix anything i thought i could because of factors out of my control. I hate it it sucks because i thought so long about how to go about it and fix my life after moving from my abusive parents I've lived with for 18 years i thought It'd be different but it seems not.... Can't complain too much theres stuff to do but it sucks being in this situation especially with the one sided heartbreaks lol i wanna cut off all my friends and start over although bc I only rly got like 2 real friends rn tbh but im too old for that ghosting corny shit idk how to feel rn wish i had some drugs PLUS I GOTTA FEVER TOO FUCK anyway im done guys


This year might not be it :/

 

[Lord Shadow]

Plus I'm just broke and fat its truly over for me

 

[TalesFromTheSlums]

 

[Lord Shadow]

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Chill bruzz its a vent thread i just wanted to type it out tbh

 

[m6use]

20s Are Prime Just Wait Lil Bro
Take Advantage Of Your Youth And Workout, Do Autist Neck Workouts, And Moneymaxx
We’re Like Two Weeks Into The Year

 

[Lord Shadow]

20s Are Prime Just Wait Lil Bro
Take Advantage Of Your Youth And Workout, Do Autist Neck Workouts, And Moneymaxx
We’re Like Two Weeks Into The Year

True, my expectation was to change everything by june, i think setting my expectations so high was stupid in retrospect

 

[Lord Shadow]

It mainly sucks because i see everyone living there prime while i got the plan to get to that level but at the same time i can't actually do it. Its like knowing you have money in a vault with no key

 

[m6use]

True, my expectation was to change everything by june, i think setting my expectations so high was stupid in retrospect

Have High Expectations, But Realistic Goals
High Expectations Motivate You
Accomplishing Realistic Goals Will Keep You Moving Forward

 

[Lord Shadow]

Im too attached to the idea of friends atm too, i miss missing out on love and friendships i wanted so bad but cant maintain because of my situation.

 

[Lord Shadow]

Like the worst thing is knowing how to make friends but cant because external problems, its so lonely bro im extroverted at heart but im a fat loser ik im not worthy even so though the desire is there but if i act it i feel out place, plus im just poor so i can't do any fun stuff anyway brutal

Anyway I'm done srry