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This isnt known publicily but a few of my moots here on .org know i abuse prozac
on may 31st my indiamart package which had all my stuff (Reta,Hgh,accutane,prozac,etc) i needed got seized
so out of pure fear and constraint i didnt use prozac since then
HERE'S THE LOG
DAY 1-7
I felt nothing really just the same as i did on it i didnt have withdrawal symptoms and in fact i was determined to proceed. The night of day 6 to the evening of day 7 i felt a little bit of discomfort i couldnt sit still and my body was slightly aching not enough to make me in severe pain but to make me a bit uncomfortable doing anything.
DAY 7-14
I had exams during jun 7th to around jun 14th and it was absolute agony. i was a mess i was dizzy all the time my head felt like it was under a anvil and i was really depressed. i had dreams about me having a better life and i would wake up sad asf knowing it could never happened to me. i was always sweating and tired and that resulted me to WANT to sleep but never being able to. Never in my life did i ever want to kill myself as hard as that week i was purely convinced it was going to get worse from here and better to take the coward's way out. i also one day had a social studies final and i was holding back the urge to start crying. i also turned (still kinda am) paranoid i was walking home and i decided to take FIVE whole different routes because i believed i was getting followed. I also turned snappy and screamed at some pissy bus driver and then left the bus. i also didnt have good quality sleep and would randomly wake up at 3-5am and stay awake until the next night. i was also randomly hungry and would binge eat which i never do even before i was on prozac. i also didnt know this until my family told me to stfu that i speak my thoughts outloud and i havent done it since.
DAY 14-21
i still have the withdrawal symptoms but they have been toned down a little i feel normal lately and less crazy like. i feel nauseous and a little bit weaker lately. So far its been hell but ever since 2 days ive just been happy i still have shitty problems irl to solve but it hasnt been at all a bother to me which even on prozac i was worrying about. it was raining heavily yesterday and i decided to walk to a pizza shop 2 hours away from my home and walk back home. Even though i was getting stared at and judged which would have killed me didnt bother me at all. i was even smiling for no reason. despite all this postitive energy i have been feeling lately i will go back to my old ways if this feeling isnt permanent or somewhat there (sounds stupid ik).
TO ALL MY FELLOW DRUGGIES ITS POSSIBLE TO QUIT
@Stalker @primal_shitmuncher @Jgns @pleasevanity @filthycurrycel
on may 31st my indiamart package which had all my stuff (Reta,Hgh,accutane,prozac,etc) i needed got seized
so out of pure fear and constraint i didnt use prozac since then
HERE'S THE LOG
DAY 1-7
I felt nothing really just the same as i did on it i didnt have withdrawal symptoms and in fact i was determined to proceed. The night of day 6 to the evening of day 7 i felt a little bit of discomfort i couldnt sit still and my body was slightly aching not enough to make me in severe pain but to make me a bit uncomfortable doing anything.
DAY 7-14
I had exams during jun 7th to around jun 14th and it was absolute agony. i was a mess i was dizzy all the time my head felt like it was under a anvil and i was really depressed. i had dreams about me having a better life and i would wake up sad asf knowing it could never happened to me. i was always sweating and tired and that resulted me to WANT to sleep but never being able to. Never in my life did i ever want to kill myself as hard as that week i was purely convinced it was going to get worse from here and better to take the coward's way out. i also one day had a social studies final and i was holding back the urge to start crying. i also turned (still kinda am) paranoid i was walking home and i decided to take FIVE whole different routes because i believed i was getting followed. I also turned snappy and screamed at some pissy bus driver and then left the bus. i also didnt have good quality sleep and would randomly wake up at 3-5am and stay awake until the next night. i was also randomly hungry and would binge eat which i never do even before i was on prozac. i also didnt know this until my family told me to stfu that i speak my thoughts outloud and i havent done it since.
DAY 14-21
i still have the withdrawal symptoms but they have been toned down a little i feel normal lately and less crazy like. i feel nauseous and a little bit weaker lately. So far its been hell but ever since 2 days ive just been happy i still have shitty problems irl to solve but it hasnt been at all a bother to me which even on prozac i was worrying about. it was raining heavily yesterday and i decided to walk to a pizza shop 2 hours away from my home and walk back home. Even though i was getting stared at and judged which would have killed me didnt bother me at all. i was even smiling for no reason. despite all this postitive energy i have been feeling lately i will go back to my old ways if this feeling isnt permanent or somewhat there (sounds stupid ik).
TO ALL MY FELLOW DRUGGIES ITS POSSIBLE TO QUIT
@Stalker @primal_shitmuncher @Jgns @pleasevanity @filthycurrycel
