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[Surfsup]

my sins are haunting me everything i have done to people everything i have said what my own hands have put forth

Theres not a week that goes by except i cry alone in my room to God because of the evil that i have committed and i cover myself up with my blanket i dead serious be shivering in fear
Then time passes and i sin again and again

I wish i was never created but i have to live in this cursed world there is nothing to look foward to
i hate humans im forced to interacct with them why do i have to live with you people i hate all of you
There is no hardwork in this world all this working and what you get is nothing LDAR and f off
I sometimes visit graveyards and wish i was in their place but at the same time im scared i might go to hell


I dont find joy in anything im just drowning my sorrows in copes but i dont remember the last time i actually enjoyed any activity i tried gaming again it ddidnt even give me a second of joy

Its like im an animal who just fulfills his desires cause im forced to I eat because i have to i sleep beccause i have to I live because i have to

Its getting worse, every time i get my hopes up like its gonna get better man but it didnt get better it got worse day by day im destroying myself im depreciating my youth is going my health is going what is ahead i dont know but the way things are going its terrible

Is there a give up option on life please just get me out of this prison of life get me pout of here someone save me i hate this

 

[krieg]

I disagree agree

 

[Surfsup]

I disagree agree

what do u mean

 

[D69mo]

my sins are haunting me everything i have done to people everything i have said what my own hands have put forth

Theres not a week that goes by except i cry alone in my room to God because of the evil that i have committed and i cover myself up with my blanket i dead serious be shivering in fear
Then time passes and i sin again and again

I wish i was never created but i have to live in this cursed world there is nothing to look foward to
i hate humans im forced to interacct with them why do i have to live with you people i hate all of you
There is no hardwork in this world all this working and what you get is nothing LDAR and f off
I sometimes visit graveyards and wish i was in their place but at the same time im scared i might go to hell


I dont find joy in anything im just drowning my sorrows in copes but i dont remember the last time i actually enjoyed any activity i tried gaming again it ddidnt even give me a second of joy

Its like im an animal who just fulfills his desires cause im forced to I eat because i have to i sleep beccause i have to I live because i have to

Its getting worse, every time i get my hopes up like its gonna get better man but it didnt get better it got worse day by day im destroying myself im depreciating my youth is going my health is going what is ahead i dont know but the way things are going its terrible

Is there a give up option on life please just get me out of this prison of life get me pout of here someone save me i hate this

dont talk like that I love you

 

[ethnicwarrior]

my sins are haunting me everything i have done to people everything i have said what my own hands have put forth

Theres not a week that goes by except i cry alone in my room to God because of the evil that i have committed and i cover myself up with my blanket i dead serious be shivering in fear
Then time passes and i sin again and again

I wish i was never created but i have to live in this cursed world there is nothing to look foward to
i hate humans im forced to interacct with them why do i have to live with you people i hate all of you
There is no hardwork in this world all this working and what you get is nothing LDAR and f off
I sometimes visit graveyards and wish i was in their place but at the same time im scared i might go to hell


I dont find joy in anything im just drowning my sorrows in copes but i dont remember the last time i actually enjoyed any activity i tried gaming again it ddidnt even give me a second of joy

Its like im an animal who just fulfills his desires cause im forced to I eat because i have to i sleep beccause i have to I live because i have to

Its getting worse, every time i get my hopes up like its gonna get better man but it didnt get better it got worse day by day im destroying myself im depreciating my youth is going my health is going what is ahead i dont know but the way things are going its terrible

Is there a give up option on life please just get me out of this prison of life get me pout of here someone save me i hate this

Rep my response and then i will read it

 

[Surfsup]

Rep my response and then i will read it

idrc if u read it or not ii just vent out on this forum

 

[ethnicwarrior]

idrc if u read it or not ii just vent out on this forum

Nigger just vent on someone who actually cares go to your dad or mom or book a therapist

 

[pleasevanity]

my sins are haunting me everything i have done to people everything i have said what my own hands have put forth

maybe it's because i'm sweet as sugar and would never harm a soul but

i never understood this, why do you feel empathy for the people you did wrong in the past? especially if they're not important to your life... are you afraid of repercussions or do you really just feel sorrowful and empathetic for them

for people i've "hurt" i don't care about them anymore and i don't think about them anymore

 

[Surfsup]

Nigger just vent on someone who actually cares go to your dad or mom or book a therapist

if you vent to irl humans they only cause more problems