22m Looking for a rating

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Sorry for gay filter it's from snapchat but I'm looking for any advice, so far I got contacts and I've been cheek sucking I'm not sure what else to do tbh just looking for any tips and stuff

Also give me a rating on the ltn-chad scale please

 

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I also recently got cucked by my girlfriend and have been going through a depressive state, really just trying to lock in and make a comeback for myself, I've been doing drugs and shit to cope with the depression and got fired from taco bell, I'm genuinely at rock bottom in my life rn

 

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bump pls advice