
Deusmaximus
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I have the feeling that i can't go on living my life, and that nothing makes any sense. Having a carreer, building friendships, going on holidays or other shit, doesnt make sense anymore. I tried so hard to get girls for the last 10 years of my life. Nothing worked. I only fucked a lot of very fat 2/10 landwhales or females 40+ that i could never ever imagine getting into a ltr.
Now its also to late to looksmax, and girls in my age range are already starting to disgust me.
I just lay in bed all day, and feel the depression rushing through my body. I just constantly imagine all the pain that I will experience for the next decades. Walking in the streets alone, and seeing young couples having fun together. Growing old as a guy that missed on the best thing in this world.
Aging as a low smv guy is suffering on another level. I look at 30/40/50 years old and feel disgust and anxiety to be one of them.
Now its also to late to looksmax, and girls in my age range are already starting to disgust me.
I just lay in bed all day, and feel the depression rushing through my body. I just constantly imagine all the pain that I will experience for the next decades. Walking in the streets alone, and seeing young couples having fun together. Growing old as a guy that missed on the best thing in this world.
Aging as a low smv guy is suffering on another level. I look at 30/40/50 years old and feel disgust and anxiety to be one of them.