2nd overdose attempt in 8 days

[SubhumanFoidHater]

Just taken all the remaining paracetamol in my house 14 tablets of 500 mg, overdose of about 4g above the limit. I’m not ready for a definite attempt and would like to die in my sleep tonight. If I wake up I will just be extremely sick just like my last overdose and will probably do a definite attempt on Sunday, or just decide to keep coping and living. I’m going to bed now and it hasn’t kicked in but hopefully tonight is the night and I have a peaceful death in my sleep

 

[sub3gooncel]

yo bro stop

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

yo bro stop

Fym

 

[sub3gooncel]

Fym

stop

how old are you

 

[thodian]

imma be honest bro saying ts to a forum isnt gonna do shi how about u get up grab ur balls and run ur life instead of letting it run u, id say ur quite retarded bc you have the guts to say this to a forum and not to get help quite selfish

 

[DWBI&TLDR]

imma be honest bro saying ts to a forum isnt gonna do shi how about u get up grab ur balls and run ur life instead of letting it run u, id say ur quite retarded bc you have the guts to say this to a forum and not to get help quite selfish

couldnt be more right like get ur life together bro

 

[angeloregele]

Just taken all the remaining paracetamol in my house 14 tablets of 500 mg, overdose of about 4g above the limit. I’m not ready for a definite attempt and would like to die in my sleep tonight. If I wake up I will just be extremely sick just like my last overdose and will probably do a definite attempt on Sunday, or just decide to keep coping and living. I’m going to bed now and it hasn’t kicked in but hopefully tonight is the night and I have a peaceful death in my sleep

I've tried to od on drugs to man. Just live and don't care about what others say

 

[RecessedCels]

I'm just saying there is absolutely 0 chance of that killing you. You will just regret it

 

[thodian]

imma be honest bro saying ts to a forum isnt gonna do shi how about u get up grab ur balls and run ur life instead of letting it run u, id say ur quite retarded bc you have the guts to say this to a forum and not to get help quite selfish

im not trying to be insensitive either ive dealt with this i know what its like, it feels like the end but it never really is i never looked for help but i did try to understand how to fix my life and how to make things better within it, and what helped me was only caring about myself not in a selfish way but in a way where u put urself above others and not be stressed by social standards and expectations

 

[Lemic]

Just taken all the remaining paracetamol in my house 14 tablets of 500 mg, overdose of about 4g above the limit. I’m not ready for a definite attempt and would like to die in my sleep tonight. If I wake up I will just be extremely sick just like my last overdose and will probably do a definite attempt on Sunday, or just decide to keep coping and living. I’m going to bed now and it hasn’t kicked in but hopefully tonight is the night and I have a peaceful death in my sleep

Can I ask why though?
What age are you. whats your reasoning for death?

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

stop

how old are you

15 I cba genuinely, I’m an ethnic 5’2 fat manlet with a sub 5 face so love is out of the equation, I am bullied every single day by school assholes and have a friend group that would all pick me last and bully me. I have been a KHHV my entire life and it was over before I even realised. I cannot be bothered to live out an entire life like this bro it would just be torture. I’m quitting early so people in school feel guilty or something or people act like they care about me once I’m gone. If this attempt doesn’t work then I guess I might cope for a while longer maybe till I’m 18 but definite attempt like jumping might try on Sunday, I will keep you guys updated if I do

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

Can I ask why though?

Check my reply on this thread

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

I'm just saying there is absolutely 0 chance of that killing you. You will just regret it

Yeah but maybe the liver damage will because I did a larger overdose last week and also from my research it can be very harmful to a kid my age and it’s the only thing in my house that could help with an attempt that’s quick and relatively painless. I don’t have a gun

 

[RecessedCels]

Yeah but maybe the liver damage will because I did a larger overdose last week and also from my research it can be very harmful to a kid my age and it’s the only thing in my house that could help with an attempt that’s quick and relatively painless. I don’t have a gun

1. It's not painless at all
2. Why would you want liver damage

 

[Saint Casanova]

15 I cba genuinely, I’m an ethnic 5’2 fat manlet with a sub 5 face so love is out of the equation, I am bullied every single day by school assholes and have a friend group that would all pick me last and bully me. I have been a KHHV my entire life and it was over before I even realised. I cannot be bothered to live out an entire life like this bro it would just be torture. I’m quitting early so people in school feel guilty or something or people act like they care about me once I’m gone. If this attempt doesn’t work then I guess I might cope for a while longer maybe till I’m 18 but definite attempt like jumping might try on Sunday, I will keep you guys updated if I do

Most people at that age haven’t had intimacy with a girl. You need to relax and let puberty do its job

 

[polonaecel]

Just taken all the remaining paracetamol in my house 14 tablets of 500 mg, overdose of about 4g above the limit. I’m not ready for a definite attempt and would like to die in my sleep tonight. If I wake up I will just be extremely sick just like my last overdose and will probably do a definite attempt on Sunday, or just decide to keep coping and living. I’m going to bed now and it hasn’t kicked in but hopefully tonight is the night and I have a peaceful death in my sleep

You should read some of @illusion threads

 

[Frenulum]

Just taken all the remaining paracetamol in my house 14 tablets of 500 mg, overdose of about 4g above the limit. I’m not ready for a definite attempt and would like to die in my sleep tonight. If I wake up I will just be extremely sick just like my last overdose and will probably do a definite attempt on Sunday, or just decide to keep coping and living. I’m going to bed now and it hasn’t kicked in but hopefully tonight is the night and I have a peaceful death in my sleep

just do it, swallow all pills

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

just do it, swallow all pills

I have no more in my house so this is more a makeshift hopeful attempt that is not likely to work and I’ll probs just get poisoning again but I can at least try

 

[Frenulum]

I have no more in my house so this is more a makeshift hopeful attempt that is not likely to work and I’ll probs just get poisoning again but I can at least try

buy more pills or steal a gun and shoot yourself in the head

 

[Dolorous]

like jumping might try on Sunday, I will keep you guys updated if I do

Why would you attempt this? It is a horrible way to achieve what you have in mind.

What is something that might stop you until 18, besides failing the attempt.

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

1. It's not painless at all
2. Why would you want liver damage

I don’t want liver damage but if I do get it I could die from it depending on how severe and it’s still less painful that slitting a vein

 

[InertiaBoy]

Can you give me your money before you die

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

buy more pills or steal a gun and shoot yourself in the head

I live in the Uk so I can’t get a gun anywhere my only options are hanging or jumping

 

[Frenulum]

I live in the Uk so I can’t get a gun anywhere my only options are hanging or jumping

do it

 

[RecessedCels]

I don’t want liver damage but if I do get it I could die from it depending on how severe and it’s still less painful that slitting a vein

No you won't die. You will just suffer

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

Can you give me your money before you die

I’m broke asf I got 130 in my account bruh, I’ll probably wake up tmrw anyway this is just a mini attempt that I hope will work but probably will just give me sickness . Why does my immune system have to be so strong ffs

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

No you won't die. You will just suffer

Damn well I could do a definite attempt another day

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

do it

I’ll keep u updated depending on what I decide to do after today

 

[Kingly]

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[SubhumanFoidHater]

Most people at that age haven’t had intimacy with a girl. You need to relax and let puberty do its job

It’s not always about intimacy it’s about being invisible your entire life because of your shitty genetics that won’t “change with time”

 

[Kingly]

It's not over. You're 15, your plates are likely still open or partially open, fat is fixable, sub5 face is fixable atleast to some degree in 98% of cases, everything can be fixed.

 

[Saint Casanova]

It’s not always about intimacy it’s about being invisible your entire life because of your shitty genetics that won’t “change with time”

The only thing that’s a concern is the height but plenty of people have shot up from 15-19. How tall are your parents ?

The rest you can fix. Focus on cutting because being fat isn’t good for growth

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

The only thing that’s a concern is the height but plenty of people have shot up from 15-19. How tall are your parents ?

The rest you can fix. Focus on cutting because being fat isn’t good for growth

bahahhaha I’m crine bro said how tall are my ethnic parents 5’6 and 5’2

 

[SubhumanFoidHater]

It's not over. You're 15, your plates are likely still open or partially open, fat is fixable, sub5 face is fixable atleast to some degree in 98% of cases, everything can be fixed.

Thanks for the thread btw it’s actually very convincing and helpful

 

[Kingly]

Thanks for the thread btw it’s actually very convincing and helpful

<3

 

[Saint Casanova]

bahahhaha I’m crine bro said how tall are my ethnic parents 5’6 and 5’2

You should still be around 5’8 which is manageable