thecel
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For longer than 3 years, I’ve been blackpilled in terms of my understanding of sexual attraction and in terms of my overarching worldview.
My blackpill mindset’s fundamental principle was to pursue rationality and fight against emotional bias (such as a bias or tendency towards positive copes over harsh truths) at all costs. I strived towards developing a worldview that utterly ignores positivity/negativity and instead is laser-focused on truth over untruth. It was a mindset about “truth mogs false” no matter how negative, brutal, or harsh the truth may be.
I rejected the irrational positivity of the normies who were more positive and much happier than I was; I refused to be a coper who put feelings ahead of facts. I took pride in being a highly rational thinker, a man who never again would ever think a single bluepilled thought.
Turns out that my anti-cope mentality is the biggest cope of them all. It lowered my happiness. Anti-cope became a habit; my brain instantly thought of the “broootal reality” about nearly every situation. This is not natural or healthy for humans to do. Humans are irrational and emotional creatures; it’s why we cope in the 1st place. If you train your brain to always see the negative side as well as the positive side of things and to assign equal weights to the negatives and the positives, you just end up sadder and angrier than most people are. The objective I was striving towards—to be able to face brutal realities without feeling anything—was just too unrealistic for humans because we always feel emotions in response to information whether we want to or not. It’s just not possible to become such a rational person that you feel nothing in response to brutal realities.
Striving to minimize bias sounds good but is really just a happiness-reducing mentality. Most people focus more on positives than on negatives. I wanted to focus on positives and negatives equally since I thought any lean towards either end of the spectrum (especially towards the positive end) is emotional bias and cope. It’s actually super dumb. If there’s a beautiful flower and a pile of shit, it makes sense for you to spend way more time looking at the beautiful flower and take no more than a quick glance at the shit. What I was doing was spending equal time staring at the shit and at the flower—and sometimes spending more time staring at the shit just to make sure I wasn’t looking at the flower longer than the shit (‘cause that’s muh bluepilled positivity). Retardation.
I realized that being a blackpiller—aside from the practical knowledge about looks—is utterly pointless. The bluepill is the answer all along.
My blackpill mindset’s fundamental principle was to pursue rationality and fight against emotional bias (such as a bias or tendency towards positive copes over harsh truths) at all costs. I strived towards developing a worldview that utterly ignores positivity/negativity and instead is laser-focused on truth over untruth. It was a mindset about “truth mogs false” no matter how negative, brutal, or harsh the truth may be.
I rejected the irrational positivity of the normies who were more positive and much happier than I was; I refused to be a coper who put feelings ahead of facts. I took pride in being a highly rational thinker, a man who never again would ever think a single bluepilled thought.
Turns out that my anti-cope mentality is the biggest cope of them all. It lowered my happiness. Anti-cope became a habit; my brain instantly thought of the “broootal reality” about nearly every situation. This is not natural or healthy for humans to do. Humans are irrational and emotional creatures; it’s why we cope in the 1st place. If you train your brain to always see the negative side as well as the positive side of things and to assign equal weights to the negatives and the positives, you just end up sadder and angrier than most people are. The objective I was striving towards—to be able to face brutal realities without feeling anything—was just too unrealistic for humans because we always feel emotions in response to information whether we want to or not. It’s just not possible to become such a rational person that you feel nothing in response to brutal realities.
Striving to minimize bias sounds good but is really just a happiness-reducing mentality. Most people focus more on positives than on negatives. I wanted to focus on positives and negatives equally since I thought any lean towards either end of the spectrum (especially towards the positive end) is emotional bias and cope. It’s actually super dumb. If there’s a beautiful flower and a pile of shit, it makes sense for you to spend way more time looking at the beautiful flower and take no more than a quick glance at the shit. What I was doing was spending equal time staring at the shit and at the flower—and sometimes spending more time staring at the shit just to make sure I wasn’t looking at the flower longer than the shit (‘cause that’s muh bluepilled positivity). Retardation.
I realized that being a blackpiller—aside from the practical knowledge about looks—is utterly pointless. The bluepill is the answer all along.
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