4 day semen retention streak is over

[fatalitymax]

But the success is I didn’t watch porn just as I said 4 days ago “I will never watch it again” and I stick to it cause that’s discipline and value of resolutions,

I believe in sexual alchemy and power in retaining as I’ve experienced it before, but now I released and that’s alright, it happens,

I was doing face massages for tmj it got me relaxed, that was my main trigger, I wanted more relaxation it seems

 

[wingriddenincel]

u will relapse a few times, but if u keep trying u might succeed (i went through the same shit and didnt succeed yet)

 

[fatalitymax]

u will relapse a few times, but if u keep trying u might succeed (i went through the same shit and didnt succeed yet)

I know, cause it’s always easy to release, you get an urge and you kinda start doing it without thinking, and that would advocate for doing it when it feels natural, but I have experienced in the past longer streaks 2weeks+ and the brain just works in different frequency and life feels simpler and more in child - like tune, I crave the way it feels being on this higher frequency but it’s hard to get there

 

[DrunkenSailor]

Day 4 feeling no urge i think its kinda over

 

[wingriddenincel]

I know, cause it’s always easy to release, you get an urge and you kinda start doing it without thinking, and that would advocate for doing it when it feels natural, but I have experienced in the past longer streaks 2weeks+ and the brain just works in different frequency and life feels simpler and more in child - like tune, I crave the way it feels being on this higher frequency but it’s hard to get there

oh yeah i get it, every time u relapse, u feel a huge wave of shame, and u need to reset the whole procedure (which actually feels like shit)

 

[fatalitymax]

oh yeah i get it, every time u relapse, u feel a huge wave of shame, and u need to reset the whole procedure (which actually feels like shit)

I don’t feel shame it’s just I always feel like I wasted some potential energy and motivation. it helps me to cope, when I abstain and instead focus more on improving my life, with sexual energy being my motor