sandrr7o
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Hello guys, i know i am grey but i do not use org so much for writing…
So i wanted to Tell you about my First Experiance over a Girl. So i was my life Long a Giga recessed ltn. since i am 12 my parents are divorced, my Dad has to work 10-13 a day and my mom had psycho proplems. So I had to care about me and my father. Also i have psycho Problem idk exaxtly what, but i hate humanes. Till 15 hate them but was Not really insecure, idk why but i did Not was kid that was Bullyd in school. So i lived my days when i was Home i had to help my Dad and my Looks was really Not my Problem because women was not intresting me. Than the Winter Came when everything has changed. I just had on Pulli so i was wearing them everyday my teachers Even made fun of me, and also i was always wearing a cap to Hide my hairs i got so insecure than i also started to wear the hoodie over my cap Crazy… them 1 year Abo from now. My dog was Droven over from an lkw ´, infront of my eyes the Belly gets Giant and then it exploded in my way. My Favorit hoodie was Full of blood and Organs of my Most loved dog, then my father came and i had to make the Grave for him and put the dirt on him. I Flew in hole… i wanted to kill myself so Bad. After this the Summer came i was creep because i always weard my cap then when i did Not wear it everyone Said i should go to a hair Salon to Cut my hairs then i did this and i realiszed some People Are talking to me . Then i got invited to a Party First time ever One Evening before i was making my stuff ready for the Party tmrw she the Girl that invited me Wrote sry wie are a Little to much tomorrow her mum allowed 30 guest and 31 were in the group, so i knew i was the Most hated guy from them. I Said i will get Rich to Girls, before it was to feel better, then i informed myself about How to use deo, skincsre, hair care… Till i came to personality maxing, i was looking on the guys that were liked, and saw patterns no eye hollownes better jawline always good Smellimg. Then i found in july last year org over reddit. And Till now i ascended every week, After Holidays i realized it the most. And gooing on i always was asked why i am Not on the Partys, this Birthday that party i always Said i have No time and Said i Drink no Alkohol… i Grinded so much and made with Trading a 16k Till now. I bought a burrbery Pullover and a Fendt pull over, we had a Trip with class and 2 Girls were always Talking to me, and touching me like for me touching is Like when walking by the jackets touch a Little. And in the evening 4 different Girls asked me i should Go to Party with them and One friend of me. I Said okay lets go, once i try it These 2 Girls Düring the day gave me confident, i always tought i would Not find Friends or Nobody chills with me. I went there when i came there everybody was dressed, nbdy told me, i wanted to go, but i stayed, nbdy were Talking to me, then i drunk some Alkohl and we were dancing on a table, i did Not no know How to behave or Dance or anything the e Girls i came with helped me a Little Bit but were also laughing i wanted to Go. Till i went Like for the5 time in 2 Hours to the toilet to escape this shit, i came back and a htb/stacylight out of my school were standing beside me. then there were a Dance were everybody Took their neigboours in the arm, she got me in her arm me around her, First time i feelt this feeling, this warm feeling inside me, the Dance stops and she moves her arm around my Waist a squezzs its a Little Bit, i did Not understand my Life, really Not this went Like for 15 Minuten. Then a other Girl hold my arm why it was around the sl (the Girl was mtb) and then i was overhelmd about this Situation really overhelmd and Said i have to Go Home. The Girl that Mainly asked if i go to her Birthday Next week she Even Took my Hand why saying it (mtb) and she has a friend ?! I dont know i think this was the best day of mylife. I am a htn with some Good money this is All it takes for you.
So i wanted to Tell you about my First Experiance over a Girl. So i was my life Long a Giga recessed ltn. since i am 12 my parents are divorced, my Dad has to work 10-13 a day and my mom had psycho proplems. So I had to care about me and my father. Also i have psycho Problem idk exaxtly what, but i hate humanes. Till 15 hate them but was Not really insecure, idk why but i did Not was kid that was Bullyd in school. So i lived my days when i was Home i had to help my Dad and my Looks was really Not my Problem because women was not intresting me. Than the Winter Came when everything has changed. I just had on Pulli so i was wearing them everyday my teachers Even made fun of me, and also i was always wearing a cap to Hide my hairs i got so insecure than i also started to wear the hoodie over my cap Crazy… them 1 year Abo from now. My dog was Droven over from an lkw ´, infront of my eyes the Belly gets Giant and then it exploded in my way. My Favorit hoodie was Full of blood and Organs of my Most loved dog, then my father came and i had to make the Grave for him and put the dirt on him. I Flew in hole… i wanted to kill myself so Bad. After this the Summer came i was creep because i always weard my cap then when i did Not wear it everyone Said i should go to a hair Salon to Cut my hairs then i did this and i realiszed some People Are talking to me . Then i got invited to a Party First time ever One Evening before i was making my stuff ready for the Party tmrw she the Girl that invited me Wrote sry wie are a Little to much tomorrow her mum allowed 30 guest and 31 were in the group, so i knew i was the Most hated guy from them. I Said i will get Rich to Girls, before it was to feel better, then i informed myself about How to use deo, skincsre, hair care… Till i came to personality maxing, i was looking on the guys that were liked, and saw patterns no eye hollownes better jawline always good Smellimg. Then i found in july last year org over reddit. And Till now i ascended every week, After Holidays i realized it the most. And gooing on i always was asked why i am Not on the Partys, this Birthday that party i always Said i have No time and Said i Drink no Alkohol… i Grinded so much and made with Trading a 16k Till now. I bought a burrbery Pullover and a Fendt pull over, we had a Trip with class and 2 Girls were always Talking to me, and touching me like for me touching is Like when walking by the jackets touch a Little. And in the evening 4 different Girls asked me i should Go to Party with them and One friend of me. I Said okay lets go, once i try it These 2 Girls Düring the day gave me confident, i always tought i would Not find Friends or Nobody chills with me. I went there when i came there everybody was dressed, nbdy told me, i wanted to go, but i stayed, nbdy were Talking to me, then i drunk some Alkohl and we were dancing on a table, i did Not no know How to behave or Dance or anything the e Girls i came with helped me a Little Bit but were also laughing i wanted to Go. Till i went Like for the5 time in 2 Hours to the toilet to escape this shit, i came back and a htb/stacylight out of my school were standing beside me. then there were a Dance were everybody Took their neigboours in the arm, she got me in her arm me around her, First time i feelt this feeling, this warm feeling inside me, the Dance stops and she moves her arm around my Waist a squezzs its a Little Bit, i did Not understand my Life, really Not this went Like for 15 Minuten. Then a other Girl hold my arm why it was around the sl (the Girl was mtb) and then i was overhelmd about this Situation really overhelmd and Said i have to Go Home. The Girl that Mainly asked if i go to her Birthday Next week she Even Took my Hand why saying it (mtb) and she has a friend ?! I dont know i think this was the best day of mylife. I am a htn with some Good money this is All it takes for you.
