4 years

[SerpentVenom25]

This video only has pictures of me from the last year or two but man I’ve been doing ts for what feels like forever and I genuinely see no improvement. Like ik I’ve improved and I do look better than before. But I don’t feel good yk? I just want to look better and better but I’m trapped in this grotesque skull of mine and it’s honestly so depressing. Like I don’t feel like I’m good enough to live because I just don’t look good enough I’m 18 now and I haven’t even started anything in my life I just want to look good enough to make friends and find a girl and walk outside. Like I want people to look up and smile at me n shit and they don’t. Like when I have enough money I can hardmax but honestly I feel like it’s just never going to be good enough I compare myself to anyone more good looking then me (which is everyone on ticktock) and I’ll measure their face and their skull and compare it to mine so I can see how many millimeters away I am to getting to experience what they do. And man bro 18 im realizing how much I fucked up and waisted my life bro I feel like it’s genuinely over like I’m too old to do anything now and all those years I spent in my room feeling like shit and trying everything to look better rather then doing normal kid stuff. 4 years. Fuck man I’m just ranting now but yk take it as you will.

 

[uglyretardednigga]

DID NOT READ NIGGA KEEP WRITING PARAGRAPHS FOR ME INSTEAD OF HOPPING ON ACCUTANE YOU FAGGOT

 

[sejlol]

This video only has pictures of me from the last year or two but man I’ve been doing ts for what feels like forever and I genuinely see no improvement. Like ik I’ve improved and I do look better than before. But I don’t feel good yk? I just want to look better and better but I’m trapped in this grotesque skull of mine and it’s honestly so depressing. Like I don’t feel like I’m good enough to live because I just don’t look good enough I’m 18 now and I haven’t even started anything in my life I just want to look good enough to make friends and find a girl and walk outside. Like I want people to look up and smile at me n shit and they don’t. Like when I have enough money I can hardmax but honestly I feel like it’s just never going to be good enough I compare myself to anyone more good looking then me (which is everyone on ticktock) and I’ll measure their face and their skull and compare it to mine so I can see how many millimeters away I am to getting to experience what they do. And man bro 18 im realizing how much I fucked up and waisted my life bro I feel like it’s genuinely over like I’m too old to do anything now and all those years I spent in my room feeling like shit and trying everything to look better rather then doing normal kid stuff. 4 years. Fuck man I’m just ranting now but yk take it as you will.

y dont u get on accutane

 

[SerpentVenom25]

DID NOT READ NIGGA KEEP WRITING PARAGRAPHS FOR ME INSTEAD OF HOPPING ON ACCUTANE YOU FAGGOT

Dawg I did acutane for 9-10 months 50mg and imma hop on again I alr scheduled an appointment with my dermatologist