ToryToad
I am chad
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Didn't notice it at first but i actually now have about 4000 posts .I remember when I was a greycel it was hard for me to post cuz I was high inhib af .That changed not so much in real life as in this forum but I still think that I have gotten more low inhib even irl.Besides my life has kinda improved but I don#t really know what to do with my life.But I am only 15 so I can still figure this out in the future.I think I have also started to care less about the things that are happening ,that's a good think cuz I am a bitch most of the time.Still I care way tooo much about things .I wish I would be better at sports ,I am so unathletic it can't be real.It makes me angry when ALL my classmates brutally athleticmog me.But that's just my mind they never made one comment about it.But what really bothers me is that I always get blamed for being bad at team sports .It's not even my fault but still I get blamed .I already try my best but it is never enough.But that doesn#t matter much ngl my life is good .Org made my life better rather then worse .If i never found this site my mental state would be way worse and now it's mediocre.Normally I make short threads but I thought it would be funny if I made a long one.4000 posts are nice but I wish I had way more .This forum isn't a waste of time cuz I wouldn't do sth productive anyways.Maybe I will regret all this later .I hope my digital footprint is alright.But ngl what can be used against me.I never did rape threads or misogynistic threads so there is almost zero things that could be used against me and I don't use the N-word often ,but have used it on few occasions.So I am pretty safe they would just think that I am a tiktokfag who is into looksmaxxing.Maybe I am shizo for thinking about all this .I am a big overthinker ngl that probably explains it.School also has not been stressing me as much lately that's why I am in a good mood.This forum is a very good cope but it scares me how attached I am to this forum.I wish I would be a better person irl .I am a really bad person ngl .I wish I wouldn't be such an asshole.But that doesn't matter right now.This forum also opened my mind to many things/opinions.This forum also changed my taste in women
.I never really used this forum until 3 months ago .That's why my joindate is 2024 ,I am actually a 2025fag .Besides that reaching 4000 posts is something I dreamed from months ago.i could barely post once a day .Idon't know why i was so autistic back then but things changed .I am proud of how I developed as a person (such a faggoted thing to say ngl ).Ye that was it .Long ah thread ngl
.I never really used this forum until 3 months ago .That's why my joindate is 2024 ,I am actually a 2025fag .Besides that reaching 4000 posts is something I dreamed from months ago.i could barely post once a day .Idon't know why i was so autistic back then but things changed .I am proud of how I developed as a person (such a faggoted thing to say ngl ).Ye that was it .Long ah thread ngl
