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Iron
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I know this is super incoherent. It’s late and I’m tired. I just needed to throw all this out somewhere.
18yo and haven’t grown in years. I have a better physique than 99% of people (not manlet size though), facially I’m around hmtn or lhtn and I honestly like how I look for the first time ever. However, it’s this one stupid fucking trait that I’ve been handed that I have zero control over. Years of being told “you’ll still grow taller” because my dad is avg height but ig my mum’s genes won in the end. I wish I could live as an average height person for a month just to see what it’s like. Then at least I’d know if it is my height or not. As it stands I go through periods of thinking it’ll be ok and then periods of absolute depression. I’ve never had a gf and I’m still a virgin (not that I ever tried to change either of those). I was sub 5 for almost all of my teen years but glowed up except for my height last year. I guess that’s not good enough though. Tbh even if I was avg height I wouldn’t know what to do. It’s crazy how being unattractive in your teens means you have no experience or skills even if you glow up.
I think what gets me down the most is seeing thousands of comments hating on short men on ig and people praising tall people in films, songs, etc. Yet no one criticizes it. Replace height with any other trait and you’re instantly an asshole.
You’re not even allowed to show emotion. Anger gets written off as a “napoleon complex”. Romantic moves are seen as creepy.
Honestly the whole process of taking the black pill has been exhausting. I don’t even want to talk to women anymore. I don’t hate them but I feel like most of them could never understand what it feels like to be so incredibly invisible. Genuine question if you guys weren’t sexually attracted to women would you still want to hang out with them? Most of them aren’t funny or interesting at all. I genuinely can’t force myself to jestermaxx and shoot 1000 shots to hope one goes in. I think I’d rather be alone forever than be that pathetic.
I’m bi tho but only attracted to like 1/30 men, so that doesn’t really help (never gonna come out unless I have to ofc)
I’m just gonna keep hanging out with my small circle of friends, watching anime and working out because that’s all that makes me happy anymore. That’s another thing. Most people would see that and call me a loser but why? Why am I such a loser for doing the things I enjoy? However, I’m gonna do something that I never thought I would and accept my title as an incel.
Ig things could always be worse. People say that’s cope but people on here call everything cope nowadays. Maybe I should get a dog to happinessmaxx.
18yo and haven’t grown in years. I have a better physique than 99% of people (not manlet size though), facially I’m around hmtn or lhtn and I honestly like how I look for the first time ever. However, it’s this one stupid fucking trait that I’ve been handed that I have zero control over. Years of being told “you’ll still grow taller” because my dad is avg height but ig my mum’s genes won in the end. I wish I could live as an average height person for a month just to see what it’s like. Then at least I’d know if it is my height or not. As it stands I go through periods of thinking it’ll be ok and then periods of absolute depression. I’ve never had a gf and I’m still a virgin (not that I ever tried to change either of those). I was sub 5 for almost all of my teen years but glowed up except for my height last year. I guess that’s not good enough though. Tbh even if I was avg height I wouldn’t know what to do. It’s crazy how being unattractive in your teens means you have no experience or skills even if you glow up.
I think what gets me down the most is seeing thousands of comments hating on short men on ig and people praising tall people in films, songs, etc. Yet no one criticizes it. Replace height with any other trait and you’re instantly an asshole.
You’re not even allowed to show emotion. Anger gets written off as a “napoleon complex”. Romantic moves are seen as creepy.
Honestly the whole process of taking the black pill has been exhausting. I don’t even want to talk to women anymore. I don’t hate them but I feel like most of them could never understand what it feels like to be so incredibly invisible. Genuine question if you guys weren’t sexually attracted to women would you still want to hang out with them? Most of them aren’t funny or interesting at all. I genuinely can’t force myself to jestermaxx and shoot 1000 shots to hope one goes in. I think I’d rather be alone forever than be that pathetic.
I’m bi tho but only attracted to like 1/30 men, so that doesn’t really help (never gonna come out unless I have to ofc)
I’m just gonna keep hanging out with my small circle of friends, watching anime and working out because that’s all that makes me happy anymore. That’s another thing. Most people would see that and call me a loser but why? Why am I such a loser for doing the things I enjoy? However, I’m gonna do something that I never thought I would and accept my title as an incel.
Ig things could always be worse. People say that’s cope but people on here call everything cope nowadays. Maybe I should get a dog to happinessmaxx.
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LL + frauding might be my only option.
. being bi is being gay and straight
